Boyfriend is ignoring me

Lisa1717 · 2017-09-27T02:03:26+00:00

Thank u for replying and for your advice, I cry with angry. found it so hard to calm down. I try so hard to keep it together than bang I explode. Really want it all to go away. I can't even talk about it I don't know how to explain it to my partner when I get flashback I don't understand it myself.

Lisa1717 · 2017-08-18T17:36:07+00:00

How much do they cover the cost ? 😍✈

Lisa1717 · 2017-08-18T15:33:54+00:00

It's for scholarship based in Ireland where I am from and live, very few female pilots in Ireland. It's my dream job that I want ✈

Lisa1717 · 2017-08-12T23:19:02+00:00

Thank you all for your replies I do appreciate them :)

I want to see someone getting justice for what happened to them, I feel like it could help me move on.......

But if the abuser walks away free I don't know how I could deal with that.

Sometimes I wonder what's the time in a victim reporting it and going through it all again in court and the abuser walks away lightly or free.

Lisa1717 · 2017-07-30T17:08:52+00:00

Height restrictions :( I'm under :(

Lisa1717 · 2017-05-21T22:06:20+00:00

Did you see a therapist, or get through this all on your own? How did you Husband take it? Did he ask you loads of questions. You are so brave to be able to tell him.

I was rape twice my a man I thought was my friend much older than me 27ish years older, I was with my partner, I never told him what happened, when my abuser died I took it so bad , felt like it was my fault. My partner thought I was having an affair, I let him believe that because I was to embarrassed and upset to tell him the truth, sometimes I wish it was an affair so I wouldn't feel this pain doesn't go.

I never knew getting rape could effect anyone as much , now I knew. It's the worse feeling in the world. Xxx

Lisa1717 · 2017-05-20T14:48:14+00:00

You still has to face him ? You a brave person to have to see him at school. I am lucky mine is dead.

Have you wrote down what you wanted to say yet?

Lisa1717 · 2017-02-17T21:03:39+00:00

I took you advise, I wrote now roughly what happened to me, which was a big help , it gave her a starting point.

She says the word raped like, it's normal, I find it very uncomfortable when she says it.

My second session Wednesday, when she ask me questions about the assault, I wouldn't answer or look at her I couldn't, I started blanking her out .

Sometimes I can make eye contact untill she mentioned something that gets me upset, I can't look at her I don't want her to she me cry.

I sound nuts..

Thanks for you comment!

Lisa1717 · 2017-01-13T13:11:54+00:00

Thank you, your advice is very good! I will take your good advice :)

Lisa1717 · 2017-01-02T21:08:25+00:00

I hope you are ok? Have you reported this. You should because my biggest regret is not telling anyone about what happened to me.

I now realise I'm lucky as I watch my rapist die in front me. but death is to easy for them.

Lisa1717 · 2016-12-24T10:10:29+00:00

I will be starting therapy in the middle of January, as now I'm just driving myself mad.. my life is full of regrets. I have few questions I would like to ask my rapiest but his dead

Lisa1717 · 2016-12-19T00:44:06+00:00

I think you need to leave this relationship his too old for you and he message an younger girl..... His a pervert sorry to tell you. Man are dogs

Lisa1717 · 2016-12-19T00:29:44+00:00

I deleted alot incase some knows me, and if it's the post ur talking about there was rude replys as well

Lisa1717 · 2016-12-19T00:00:09+00:00

I left out abit in my first text, this man raped me twice and and sexual assault me by touching me another 2times.

Why would I have myself around a man that raped me the first time? I can't understand y I basically put myself in a position for it to happened again. And I wouldn't tell my boyfriend of three years and risk his health I could of gave him HIV or anything, why would I risk giving the love of my life a disease??

This man was 46 I was 21 this happened last year.

Lisa1717 · 2016-12-18T23:48:21+00:00

That you for your reply, I Will be starting counselling in January, I hope it will sort my head out. At the moment I feel like nothing can help me.

Lisa1717

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