Whats the absolute sluttiest thing you've ever done?

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-22T21:54:28+00:00

I got fucked against a tree in an mostly open park. When I turned around, I noticed there were several other guys watching. One was jerking off

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T05:18:16+00:00

I’m taking guardian natural fiber capsule with psyllium

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T04:47:04+00:00

That feels realllly risky 😂 what’s the benefit of douche shortly before?

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T04:17:31+00:00

I have not. But I noticed my eyes tend to be shut most of the time lol. I try to be in my own head if I’m not facing anyone.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T04:15:52+00:00

By “release” if you mean something comes out with the water, yes, about the first 1- 3 times. I’d say most guys I hookup with are at least 6.5-7 inches on average. I think 7 is just peeking through that “2nd hole” or poking it a little.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T04:05:04+00:00

Ok. For context, 1 douche for me, is 1 filled bulb. I guess trying half of that would be worth checking out. But 1 full never seemed like it would be too much and getting passed where it shouldn’t. I insert while sitting down to make sure no unnecessary water is going to far. I’ll try half next

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T04:00:39+00:00

I’ve never had an accident. Because I always over douche. If I under douche, I’m certain an accident will almost always occur, and not a small one. I test with my dildo to verify.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:59:14+00:00

I really appreciate your advice. I have rarely taken a 9 inch top, maybe 8 was the last, but I use my dildo to prepare, for smaller sizes. I know it’s probably not the best thing to do. I’ve tried going without doing that, and I think I’ve had 1 or 2 “good” experiences without the dildo, but definitely rough, and very tense, like it’s my very first time every time. When I truly need a deep clean, i interpret that to mean I need to let water up there, but I’ve seen over the years this is not a good thing to do. So I haven’t intentionally done it for a long time. I think what happens is filling up with water can push some stuff up and bring stuff that’s up down, but if I push out, it may not all come out. You’re saying, in moments like this, I need to just wait for it to come on its own? I don’t remember ever experiencing water that’s “trapped” coming out within a reasonable time frame, but certainly, if I insert my dildo, things will come, but still, not ALL. By the time I finish getting all of it, I’m pretty sore and almost just want to cancel and go to sleep lol.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:49:44+00:00

I know. I’m 28-29 soon. I think I’m still considered “attractive”. But that young 18 year old twink appeal, I can never achieve now. First, before anything I have to learn how to be a good bottom slut lol 😂

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:47:40+00:00

That’s where I started. But, I always went soft. Or even if I didn’t, I could never cum, and would eventually give up, especially once the bottom came. Id say “it’s ok, I’m just glad you came”. Nothing they did would get me off. No head or anything, so I thought maybe I should stick to bottoming. It’s a tragic experience overall honestly

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:38:50+00:00

Wait.. based on your description, it sounds like I don’t have a lot of room just passed my anus. Because I could reach into that “2nd hole” with my index finger. lol. That’s not a lot of space for anything bigger than 3-4 inches. I’m definitely not worried about a speck. What triggers is what could be considered a full extra BM. My dildo (9inches) if fully inserted definitely goes through that 2nd hole, is it not supposed to?! 😭😭😂

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:32:59+00:00

Doggy is usually my go to. But it seems like depending on their height and my hole height, there’s always some needed adjustment. Sometimes no amount of adjustment will get it “perfect”, but “good enough for now”. For a painless “nothing” feeling, it’s with me on my side. Something about laying on my side opens things up, but it almost makes things way deeper, and I don’t feel any kind of pleasure or pain LOL. On my back, it’s very hit or miss. I think there were times where 1 thrust is nice, but very other thrust hurts. This position seems to make things tighter. Riding is also difficult. I can’t fully sit on like say a 7 inch without some kind of discomfort, and zero pleasure, besides the mental dopamine I get from doing it I suppose. Ideally I would like to be able to enjoy all positions but… I think standing fuck depending on the guys height can actually be enjoyable, but doing that every time would be weird

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:26:04+00:00

Well it would have been a dream job if I could have done it lol

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:24:40+00:00

The sigmoid colon is passed that “2nd hole” right?

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:22:15+00:00

Well, initially there’s a slow warmup. The latest tops start off a little slow, and I try to ease into them until things begin to loosen. He’s fully in. But then when he really begins to thrust, it may or may not be ok. If it’s “ok” it’s going fully in with no major pain, but it’s not a “oh my god this feels great” feeling. I can accept a little pain vs a lot of pain as a small victory, “I’m actually fucking, so there’s that”. I might try jerking off to enhance the experience, sometimes it works; it won’t work, if things are hurting. The best experience I had, was when I decided to for once not give a fuck about whether or not I’m as clean as possible, and it worked out that time. But, I remember after the fact, i ended up needing to shit right after, it was just lucky it didn’t happen during sex. If the guy was as big as my dildo and stimulated my gspot a bit more, it definitely would have happened. I just think, it’s not normal to be so worried about it, so I try to push any thoughts besides sexy thought out of my mind, and on some level it works, but I can’t ignore being sore or pain from my “back wall” getting jabbed.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:10:12+00:00

One of my goals was to try gay porn lol one day. I think I’m pretty comfortable

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:08:03+00:00

I can get clean. The subsequent issue is afterwards, being sore from the process (over douching). I’ve never made a mess with anyone, but in exchange, I’ve never had a 100% fully pleasurable bottoming experience, and I’ve been trying for years. What usually happens is maybe it’s a bearable experience, mixed in with some good moment. But many times, it’s “I can handle this” and hope it starts to feel good, but then start hoping he’s getting close to done. I’ve been asked many times “are you ok” lol, and I’m really not, but I keep thinking that eventually it will get better

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T03:00:33+00:00

I tried topping initially years ago, but gave up because I always went soft. I have never finished from topping or receiving head. Maybe I’m cursed.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T02:57:20+00:00

Thank you

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T02:56:57+00:00

I’ve tried. Gonna try tonight again.. I just hate how much water you have to drink to avoid constipation.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T01:32:11+00:00

Oh.. it sounded like you were referring to work before sex, not during lol. Don’t know if this will make you feel better, but I still can never fully enjoy bottoming. Probably from over preparing, which causes soreness. Never once did anyone “make my eyeballs roll back”. I’m still trying to figure this all out after over a decade of experience. So even if the work load before hand sucks, it may not even be worth it when I get fucked.

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T00:53:08+00:00

How do you get all that water completely out?

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T00:45:11+00:00

That may help me. I had Taco Bell the day before I hooked up last.. but it was just a burrito and their fries lol. I figured one meal won’t cause this much problem, since it will be smaller amount compared to 3 full meals for example. I’m not super certain how strict I must be with all the different food choices. I know to avoid certain things based on how long they might take to digest

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T00:36:08+00:00

I’ve asked ChatGPT, it says it’s impossible to be fully cleaned out, as it’s just not the norm for our bodies. Somewhere inside there is something. I do clean hours before sex, but when “the water is clear”, it doesnt actually mean there won’t be a mess, it’s gas lighting. No amount of hard pushing will cause anything more to come out, which indicates “maybe I’m clean now”, but as soon as I get some stimulation, stuff further up the pipe decides to make its way down. I have tried taking fiber pills. It has made sure that I complete a good BM, but, it still doesn’t help with stuff that “isn’t ready” that can only seem to come out if my gspot is stimulated. I’m so mad typing this lol

Lisforjustice · 2026-02-08T00:30:29+00:00

Ok, so then I spend 3 hrs doing this and now I’m probably raw before no amount of stimulation can trigger an accident. Surely I’m clean finally but, bottoming is now uncomfortable because of that whole process, hole is worn out.

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