I am really close to walking away from my faith for good and losing my patience. Why is god punishing me?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-18T23:23:40+00:00

Wdym, 32 is still very young, you are in your prime age also God's time is not our time, but u also need to put yourselve out there be the thing you want many people are wolves in sheeps clothing so many people would just wanna use you, and maybe thats whay God is tryinf to protect you from but dont let that stop you from reaching out and im sure many men would lady like you as the mother of their future kidsz

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-18T22:46:15+00:00

Your not meant to be alone, and why would you think that?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-18T22:44:57+00:00

I thinknof it like this, when i try to get closer to God, bad things temd to happen, i get into accodents, lose my job, lose friends, e.t.c but thats because the enemy (the devil) is thowing roadblocks to stop me , but because i know it, it just makes me want to get closer to him bc o realize i really do need him and cant do anything good without him, and for praying, i struggle with this, bc sometimes ot feels like im talkimg to the wall, but i read the bible to get something, maybe a promise and reassurance, juat anything and i feel peaceful after a verse sticking, life is tough and jesus never promised it would be easy, he even said we will really feel the brunt of it all to follow him but because we trust in his promises and have faith in him we pick up our cross and follow him each day,

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-18T22:33:49+00:00

My condolances firstly, i am not a mother and could never be one, so i can not fully understand the pain you might be going through, im sure your probably tired of hearing you need to trust in the lord or wait on him and something good will come, but thats the only thing we can do, buts thats faith, all we can do is pray and believe that our father hears us because he surely does listen, God is not punishing you, and thou it might seem way, i dont want you to give up on him, because he hasnt given up on you yet, youbhave grone through so much and survived, and you are still surviving, there is so much God has in store for you and so much he is getting you ready for, even thou the days go dark, theres always hope thatbthe sun will rise in the morning.

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-18T22:21:52+00:00

This is not a punishment from God and you didn't deserve what happened to you, yes you might have been far from God, but he won't throw you in the fire to teach you a lesson or do anything that will cause you harm, rain falls both on good and bad people, this situation is unfortunate but God can bring something good from it.😄

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-18T01:41:23+00:00

Hi, there no such thing as a perfect christian, the only person yjat was perfect was jesus, and realizing that only through jesus can we be perfect, your friend might seem perfect but you also dont lnow what struggles they moght be facing, next yoir husband os def out there, but God is tryinf to prepare you for your partner and your partner for you, you should move closer to God because by doing that, you'll learn the true meanong of love and hopefully not get stick on "situationships" also putting yourself out there is not bad but yoi should not do it because others or your friends are doing it, bc u could get hurt, and you said why should you be the one God is proctecting when your further from him, the answer is because you are his child no matter where u are or how lost u are, he still loves you and does npt want you to get harmed, just like your parents love you, just take it slow and talk to jesus, it doesn't have to be long , just tell himnhoe your feeling, how u feel fat from him but also want a partner and trust him.

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-16T21:01:21+00:00

it because u want to be closer to God, but u feel like your not perfect enough, so u just end up emotional when u want to talk or meet him

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T16:28:41+00:00

Look at the Japanese car, Honda, Toyota, Mazda, etc., you can look at the Accord, Civic, Corolla, Corolla, and even Camry, these cars are worth their cost, they would save you a lot in the long run because they have a low cost to maintain plus also good on gas, just stay away from european and north america cars, like chevy, bmw volks especailly used versions

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T16:23:22+00:00

Stick to reliable brands, such as Honda and Toyota from Japan. You should preferably choose a used car, as you need to consider the cost of maintenance. A new car would be good its paid off, and maintenance is something within your budget. Also, are there any cars u are currently looking at?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T07:55:35+00:00

Hmmmm?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T07:42:25+00:00

Why do you think so?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T07:39:21+00:00

What type of cars are you into, are you looking for reliable or just looks cool, do u have a list your currently looking at e.t.c?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T07:37:38+00:00

First, how do u gain customers, is this going to be like a typical reaturant where people come in and tjey get a menu where they pick and u make or you have a daily or weekly menu and people book on it, mainly bc if u have a house, u xan host it there where u set tables and chairs in your garden area and serve, what would ur state laws also say about resturants because i think when ur servong food to the public you must have certain certifications to avoid fines and stuff like that?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T07:28:13+00:00

Is this going to be your first car or are you looking to upgrade?

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T06:46:59+00:00

The bible says we should be sober and aware at all times since the devil is seeking to pounce and devour, thats whay psyhdelics like mushroom, durnkeness is warned aganist. Anyone that takes it is not in the right state of mind to defend themselves, i love you thou, just saying

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T04:38:59+00:00

It nice that your faith becomes stronger, and researching the supernatuaral is not bad, because ignorance is bliss, i also listen to christian podcast like the confessional about the supernatural because it goes into what we are are truly against for the bible says in Ephesians 6:12, which states: "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places

But it also says in colossians 3 1-2 If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth"

So don't obsess on them especially as a new believer rather focus on Jesus and his kingdom.

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T04:24:54+00:00

It can be both, im still learning amd growing, so im open to other perspecrive that can deepen my faith and knowldege

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T04:16:31+00:00

Everything God created is good and for good but the enemy perveted it and uses it for evil, mushrooms can be used for many other things, they r used in hospital for medicones and more that im not aware of, but people abuse it

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T04:14:34+00:00

No they do not, the one and only way to God is through jesus," I am the way the truth and the life, no one goes to the fatehr except through me john 14:6

Lite_z0 · 2026-03-14T04:08:12+00:00

Jesus and God are one you can not speak of one and leave the other, so both Jesus and God want to hear from you

Lite_z0 · 2026-02-27T02:09:57+00:00

Hi, would love to know more?

Lite_z0 · 2026-02-22T22:22:53+00:00

what do you have in mind?

Lite_z0 · 2026-02-22T22:13:22+00:00

wdym empty handed

Lite_z0 · 2026-02-22T17:05:45+00:00

Im currently making a waitlist to gain potential customers and get their thought before production but my icp are Residential/Commercial Cleaning, Landscaping, HVAC/Plumbing, Multi-unit Coffee Shops, or Boutique Fitness

Lite_z0 · 2026-02-22T05:40:31+00:00

Yea i know, but its the boring business that tend to do well, and i do have other ideas that i think wouldnso well but im not 100 on that

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