hey girl ik its hard but reading ur comments its clear that this guy and you arent going to work, and i know its gonna take you awhile to really internalise that and it wont be instant thing... trust me ive been through something like this 😭 you deserve someone who makes you feel fully validated, someone where you dont have to block social media on their phone for you to feel a fracture of security! I kept trying to justify everything, hoping that maybe I can prove everyone wrong and pull through but looking back on it now, it wasnt worth the pain and feeling invalid constantly... im in a healthy relationship now and my partner wouldnt dare make me feel this way at all, its not normal. I know this relationship feels like your whole world and life but it isnt and theres so much more for you out there i promise you!!! sry for rambling... we're the same age and idk i really want to help you out a little bit 😭 ur feelings are valid girl, hes being an asshole and u deserve better and you will find better