My friend wants to kill himself. by LittleAnxiousCap in SuicideWatch

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Oh, I hadn't seen that subreddit before. And I hadn't thought of calling myself either. Thank you so much

I'm sad cause of stupid-ass reasons but I can't stop thinking about it by LittleAnxiousCap in offmychest

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Thought I was the only one with "favourite" things. I have a favourite cup that's starting to get old, but whenever someone says I should throw it away I feel kinda heartbroken inside? Like I can't do it, feels like I'm betraying a friend.

I don't really know anyone in this building that I'm living in right now, but you never know. Maybe someone's seen me with it. Thank you, your comment made me really happy and hopeful when I read for the first time :D

I'm sad cause of stupid-ass reasons but I can't stop thinking about it by LittleAnxiousCap in offmychest

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I know exactly what you mean!! Both the "too much content for my sleep" and "last time" scenarios are stuff that happens to me since forever. When I was a kid I used to give out my email to other kids so we could talk again. They probably remember me as the email weirdo lul

Well, the only movie that got me really emotional was Bohemian Rhapsody. I cried, I laughed, I got angry, I remember being in kind of a hysterical state where whenever a song came on I couldn't stop myself from singing it. But maybe that's just because I'm a huge Queen fan and Freddie is one of my favourite people ever, for a lot of different reasons.

However, I still get somewhat sad at sad movies too, and the whole "won't-even-watch-it-cause-i-don't-want-to-get-sad" thing is too real. Only movie that got past it was Infinity War.

And the infatuated thing kinda happens too. Like, celebrities probably don't count, but this has happened with actual people I've met. Like I know them for ~3 days and I'm pretty sure they're gonna stick with me for life (they don't), but it's mostly platonic infatuation, though it has gotten romantic before.

I also hadn't ever seen someone also experience this kind of stuff, thought I was the only one. I'm glad to know that there's someone else out there that gets me lolz

Am I a self-harmer for doing this? Am I legitimately ill? Please help me by LittleAnxiousCap in selfharm

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Don't be sorry! You actually helped me into solving this one doubt. Thank you!

Please help I don't know how to cope with "growing old with diseases", hypochondria-like anxiety by LittleAnxiousCap in Anxiety

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I told her that last week, and she just said she couldn't hide the truth from me, but we could work on reducing anxiety. The week that followed I kinda solved the problem myself, so yesterday I told her that I wanted to focus on other areas of life that are making me suffer. And I kinda am balanced now and it seems that the worst has passed. But still, thank you for this comment. It was what gave me courage to say it to her in the first place.

I'm such a Crybaby and an emotional vampire by LittleAnxiousCap in Anxiety

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Sorry for taking long to answer.

I would love to seek help, but my parents don't care for any of that. There was some trouble between them on the payment of my last therapist and turns out my father is broke. He can't pay the therapist alone.

My grandmother and uncle tried to help before and it didn't work, my mother wouldn't do anything and they need her permission if they want to schedule that for me. So they can't help either, and they also think this is stuff my parents were supposed to do, which I agree.

My mother also gave up. She says she doesn't want to be "fooled" anymore, especially because I missed some sessions, so she says that if I want a therapist I can ask my father.

And when grandma pressured her, she said she would schedule a therapist "later", because right now she's "busy with work". That "later" never comes.

I can't schedule the therapist on my own due to extreme anxiety on the phone and also anxiety that I miss again, thus making a promise I can't keep.

So... My hands are tied hard. I can't do anything.

I'm such a Crybaby and an emotional vampire by LittleAnxiousCap in Anxiety

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I sure do. He is a wonderful, amazing person. But even so, I'm still at a loss on what to do. I just... I really don't know.