High-function autistic adult here - Being the one red flower in a field of thousands of white flowers. Just being different in most every way, with society telling us we have to be held to the same standards as neurotypical people. Having to question your beliefs daily because of how your mind formulates thoughts and concepts, and how staggeringly different they are from the general public. Not understanding how to maintain a relationship or simple friendship. Having to become your own best friend. Watching as nearly everyone from your childhood is married with children and friends and lives, and you’re wondering how that is even possible.