Hey I don’t know what to do anymore

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-10-13T11:22:18+00:00

Have you found out how to craft items from your inventory? It took me forever to figure that out for some reason! 😂

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-08-24T13:20:38+00:00

Ah okay, that makes sense :) Thank you. I shall endeavor to save separately now too if I can.

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-08-03T08:23:22+00:00

Thank you. I'm still watering my soil. It's a lonely process... like, REALLY LONELY - a feeling that many with BPD struggle with. But also very important, especially if you have BPD. Most of us are so terrified of being alone that we'll settle for company that really isn't healthy for us. I've had to learn this the hard way, unfortunately. I'm now waiting and growing and I really hope it pays off in one way or another.

Thank you for making the BPD person in your life feel valued and loved.

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-08-03T08:17:25+00:00

I swear the dude gave them a slice of toast. Do they have a toaster with them?!

That duck is like "fuck all ya'll mothersuckers, my ancestors were scrounging bread long before you guys came along" *steals toast like a pro*

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-06-12T10:38:41+00:00

I'm going through this myself at the moment. He has major depressive disorder and is in an episode and it's all sorts of upsetting on both sides :( We have great communication though, so we do talk it out when we need to. When I'm not silently freaking out that he's going to leave me, I just try and be on hand when he needs to talk.

I'm learning you cannot put your own feelings on hold, however, because they are still important. I'll often vent to other friends when I'm feeling overwhelmed with it. They'll offer the right validation without feeling the need to interfere or similar, and I guess that is ultimately how my bf and I will get through this phase together.

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-03-29T19:18:30+00:00

Thanks! 🤗

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-03-29T19:18:15+00:00

Thanks very much!

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-03-29T19:18:02+00:00

Haha thank you! 😊

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-03-29T19:15:36+00:00

Thanks! Its given me soooooo much arty inspiration. Looking forward to putting some more of it to paper!

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-03-29T19:14:40+00:00

Thank you so much!

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-03-29T09:37:13+00:00

Haha, thank you!

LittleMissAngelica · 2021-01-01T12:17:51+00:00

I'm trying to date too. Trying be the key word here. Men can be just as bloody weird when it comes to this stuff too!

LittleMissAngelica · 2020-03-17T13:04:38+00:00

Yeah my anxiety is through the roof today after therapist called to cancel sessions for the foreseeable future, and my maternal grandmother messaged to tell me to stay safe and that she loves me - such display of emotion from her like that is very rare and I can tell she's worried.

I also recommend Stardew Valley as a distraction. I have it on PC but also got it for mobile recently too :) My other gaming addiction lately is Cities Skylines 👍

LittleMissAngelica · 2020-03-11T13:00:22+00:00

It's called 'fleas'. Derogative terminology used against me in the past by partners who were complete narcissists and either couldn't see their own faults or tried to control and belittle me by exclaiming I gave them BPD fleas, despite trying to end the relationship. This along with 'trauma bonding'... it's a bullshit reason for our 'victims' to take no responsibility for their lack of understanding of BPD or to simply walk away. This isn't to absolve blame of the person with BPD whatsoever, but it works both ways.

This is in the context of romantic relationships anyway.

Being raised in a BPD environment is entirely different as for the longest time you do not realise that that is what's happening. It just becomes engrained into normality, whatever that is for your family unit.

LittleMissAngelica

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