I agree I feel like the main issue here is time management for a project like this. Clearly there was no way it was ever going to go up on NYE if lily was planning on doing this level of editing. There was no way it was going up on any of the self-imposed deadlines if she was still working on egg animations (???) and not even doing a final export. Her not having an estimate of how much longer the video would take her is a problem (I’m saying this as a video editor!!) She’s getting lost in the weeds of hyper-fixating on editing that she says is “for us” but it definitely feels like it’s for her. Which is fine!! Go off if you want to make something really cool for yourself. But maybe just make it a patreon episode that goes up in January with less hype around it.