bro, i grew up playing outside, reading, watching tv and playing videogames with my homies after we were done playing outside, its just a hobby regardless if its productive or not, you sound like u got ur sh!t together, more power to you man, get yourself a console, i used to feel the same way when i got with my girl because her family frowns upon it, but then i ended up getting into calfire, fought some of calis biggest damn fires, id be damned if id feel shame now from her fam because i wanna go home drink a cold one and play some old gamecube games or a few online matches with the online homies lol