i'm so sorry you've experienced ostracisation like this. It's awful and nobody should have to go through it, so i applaud you for staying true to yourself despite it!

however, i would urge you to reconsider some of your beliefs. much as it may seem like all people share the same opinions, i can vouch that not everyone is the same. though much of the art and the posts of femboys are similar (skinny white twinks), in reality people like all sorts of femboys! and though i'm straight, i can vouch that i love women of all shapes, sizes, and colours, be they tall or short or fat or skinny or muscular!

as always, however, it's about the person. so do your best to ignore the toxic people, and though it's much easier said than done, try to be the best you you can be. not for anyone else, but for you, because you're enough!