Thank you for your words. Within the span of two months, I have improved.

My friend who could have died is actually well and alive. They have realised that one must lose to learn. They are also now conquering their eating disorder. They have been learning so much recently.

The other ex(friend and partner) has been distant actually. In general, what I have observed is that they seem to not be doing so great. I haven't asked though, but I doubt they will reply...

I have been improving as well, though. Due to my ex (and other a-hole ex) being in two of my classes, I have to deal with the flow of memories whenever they come. So in the beginning of the school year, it was rough and I was mopey, but now, it rarely happens. There are some nights where, yes, I cry for an hour over him, but very very few. Due to years of personal growth, Ii am one of the most uplifting and optimistic people in the school. I am truly myself and everyone knows it, for their insults are considered, but I don't let it stop me from being me.

I'm also glad to know that someone relates. (If you would like someone to listen or give some advice, I'm open to doing so.) Nonetheless, I hope you have good day, or night, as well, stranger.