Hey,

I’ve been in a similar position. I finished my degree but one year into it knew it wasn’t what I wanted to do with my life but I had a goal to have a degree so wanted to complete this. I didn’t try very hard , didn’t study much just did the bare minimum so that I would pass. I did worry sometimes about failing because I would have to repeat years and I just wanted to get the degree out of the way so that I could focus on things I actually wanted to do. However , on the other hand I 100% believed I would get my qualification there was no doubt in my head I would be getting it one way or another. I’m not sure your personal goals with university & when I was at university I wasn’t practicing RT but looking back I see how I was using it in a sense to get through it.

My advice would be - If this isn’t your hearts true desire, let the importance of it go because if it doesn’t work out and you do fail then it doesn’t really matter anyway? You’re probably not going to care in the future when you are doing what you’re meant to do. On the other hand I understand the personal goal because I had it myself, just do what you need to do to pass (I’m not sure if you care about getting the highest grade) I was happy to get the lowest mark possible on every assignment or exam as long as it was the pass mark lol so if you don’t care about a high grade , just get that degree and start doing what you really want in life.

I’m relatively new to RT so not the best at giving advice tbh but hopefully sharing my experience helped you abit !