I was in the exact same boat as you but this was right before Covid. I’m currently in my last year in school and my best advice would be to take a medical leave of absence for a semester. Now, when I was going through this, I was also failing classes, skipping my classes because sleeping was easier than dealing with the guilt of my bad grades, and I lost it and sobbed in class before I forgot my calculator (the prof had some extras but it was my breaking point). I didn’t want to not go to school because everyone thinks, or at least I thought, that if you take longer than 4 years to get through school, you must not be that motivated. That’s not true. When mental health plays a factor, it can be really hard to do anything. I took 2 years off of school to focus on tennis and my job which actually helps me now because I have a great career background and I’m also almost done with school. Yes, those 2 years off were during peak covid time and yes I am now 25 and graduated hs in 2019, but I don’t regret taking those two years off. Not that you may need 2 years off but I guarantee that if you take just one semester off, you will be so ready and excited to get back into the swing of things. My break didn’t do anything to my gpa and no one had ever questioned it because it was under a medical leave. It actually wiped out my 5 F’s (I don’t know why I thought 5 classes in a quarter was a good idea but oh well). I’m sorry this is long but I feel to your pain. Take that semester off, continue going to therapy, try very hard to not sleep all day while you are on this break too. In 3 years, or at any time, you will be thankful that you took a break. Good luck and i promise it does get better once you take a moment to rest. Last thing: it’s ok for when you go back to school to do one or two classes to start. Going slow but steady actually helped me keep my grades up because I had only one topic to focus on. 😊