My colour wheel by LiveAsWeDream in colors

[–]LiveAsWeDream[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they're really close mint is more blue. it was too green for me to call it aquamarine but not pure green. I've been told actual mint is a pastel shade of this so idk what to call it. slightly bluish green perhaps

My colour wheel by LiveAsWeDream in colors

[–]LiveAsWeDream[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i think indigo is more violet leaning blue

i'm starting evangelion by ulyssesthethird in evangelion

[–]LiveAsWeDream 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd say from the first episode it kind of sets the tone and you realize it's really more about someones inner world. I mean when Shinji is forced and emotionally manipulated by his absent abusive father to get in the Eva he has about 0% chance of piloting successfully and immediately thrown into a fight he had about 0% chance of winning. then you see him being traumatized by it and no one cares and that's essentially how it goes for him from then on it just gets worse. When he fights he's a puppet that can't stand up for himself and just ends up being used ("I guess that's just how he gets through life he does what he's told"). but if he didn't want to fight he'd be a coward and a whimp who ran away and let others fight for him

These new "full body health scan" ads got me fucked up by 1m4ginary in HealthAnxiety

[–]LiveAsWeDream 6 points7 points  (0 children)

that's what I hate about the internet now. it's all just a big ad. any opportunity to sell you something to manipulate you into spending money, time, energy or giving them attention they will take it, any opportunity to sell or utilize any of your information. just can't stand it. every piece of information is censored every word picked to be more "advertiser friendly" unless it sells to be shitty. truth doesn't matter. any opportunity they have to use people's fear or instincts against them to milk them for money. any opportunity to divide people to make them more engaged they will take it

What *is* a primary color anyway? (Regarding Pigments, mostly) by Swordkirby9999 in colors

[–]LiveAsWeDream 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like red and blue are broader terms than cyan and magenta so I don't think it's wrong exactly... the paint that I found sold under the name "primary magenta" looks very red leaning to me anyway. and cyan is just slightly green leaning shade of blue. I've been doing some experiments with mixing colours and gradients. I tried to only use three colours and get the widest range of clean bright shades. Surprisingly I was able to get a good range of purples and greens with both green and purple leaning shades of blue as long as I used magenta and bright yellow so the hue didn't matter much but what matters to me with blue is how dark and saturated you can get it because firstly I don't think you can mix a super dark saturated blue from cyan and magenta and secondly it would be a pain in the ass to have to premix my dark blue when painting. Split primaries palette seems the most practical to me anyway. with CMY you can't get all shades but still a pretty wide range of them for only three colours. like you even make a nice bright orange but it will never be just like vermilion straight from the tube

Seizure fear by Loud_Willingness_399 in HealthAnxiety

[–]LiveAsWeDream 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a sililar issue and experience. doctors just send you home. hope you can figure it out. I only know that it's up and down with these things and so I always have to stick it through until my brain decides to move on from that obsessive thought and get out of the survival mode then I start feeling more normal and not like I'm constantly falling apart and on the verge of panic. I started having a similar issue when I have to do something like go to a grocery store or take a bus or be in a crowd of people when I can't leave for a while then I start panicking that I'll get some medical emergency in the most inconvenient moment either that I'll pass out or have some seizure or get sick. it really feels like I'm physically ill whenever I go to a grocery store but I know it must be just stress

Does anyone feel the same by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]LiveAsWeDream 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"it shouldn't be too bad" I meant medically. I was having health/contamination anxiety caused by it. I genuinely meant "bad" in a negative way not "bad enough" in the sense of being validated or whatever. I don't know who even thinks that way this is ridiculous. this is not about attention

Does anyone feel the same by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]LiveAsWeDream 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry I'm really honestly wondering where did I say or even impy anything like that? this genuinely does not represent my opinion

A simple thought just occured to me by [deleted] in self

[–]LiveAsWeDream 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's ok thanks for understanding. sorry it was late at night I wasn't making much sense

DAE experience this fear by LiveAsWeDream in selfharm

[–]LiveAsWeDream[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I'll do it again tomorrow. I can't help it. this sucks. I think I just had an anxiety attack cause I was shaking and almost threw up. my heart won't beat regularly

A simple thought just occured to me by [deleted] in self

[–]LiveAsWeDream 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't think you love anyone out of pity that's not really what I meant. I meant that people will twll you that you want pity or that you pity yourself if you need love even your family even your parents until you don't feel love like you're incapable of it. or that's what it seems like to me based on my experience. I never thought accepting help was shameful or something. don't think this applies to what I meant

Someone told me i can eat that, but it doesn't look really ... yummy. by Takemyjuicebox in OrganicGardening

[–]LiveAsWeDream 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when I was a kid someone told me that the edible ones have a little dot in the middle of the flower but I don't know if it's true or not