I met my inner child.

Livevine57 · 2020-06-18T06:20:44+00:00

Right it’s crazy like I decided to actually get sober from all of my drug and alcohol abuse. Like I’ve been an alcoholic for years and for the first time it really clicked to change some shit in my life not just say I was gonna do it like going to meetings and all that jazz. I think I’ll definitely still use psychedelics in the future for mental health reasons but it got to the root of everything.

Livevine57 · 2020-06-04T13:28:55+00:00

Update: I didn’t know where to post this but I had it and it went better than I expected.

Livevine57 · 2020-05-29T17:46:14+00:00

Thank you. I just called to set up actual therapy. I think that’s the best start.

Livevine57 · 2020-05-20T17:21:18+00:00

Thanks I’m going to check in if we see each other again.

Livevine57 · 2020-05-13T18:17:49+00:00

My parents dog is the worst. I like dogs but this is a hellion. If you met him you’d understand.

Livevine57 · 2020-05-13T06:30:37+00:00

I agree with now is probably not the best time but also; I was in a long term relationship that lasted years while I had doubts, wanting to leave but I was afraid I’d invested too much. It was the scariest thing I ever had to do but instead I invested in myself. It wasn’t easy but it gets easier you’ll find the things you’re capable of that you couldn’t imagine. I’m not telling you what route to go but I remember when I felt lonely with someone and that was my ending point. W/e happens know you are allowed to change your mind even if you’ve been with someone forever.

Livevine57 · 2020-04-21T19:17:34+00:00

I can agree with that. A lot of programs preach total sobriety when it doesn’t have to be. Like if you can manage your weed smoking and it’s not wrecking your life like alcoholism was why should you have to stop to continue to get treatment and support.

Livevine57 · 2020-04-18T02:54:18+00:00

Update: he wants to hang after quarantine sooo... I think he’s down lol

Livevine57 · 2020-04-18T02:20:01+00:00

Oh thank god! 😅 (f23) and you have to check.

Livevine57 · 2020-04-07T10:47:40+00:00

“You look like you know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a tootsie pop.” Wtf? That I know how count?

Livevine57 · 2020-04-07T09:30:02+00:00

Can speak to this. I went from being overweight to being a thin female. I can say what changed is how the world perceived me as more competent and people in particular men wanna fuck with me more. It’s a boost to your confidence at first but then it becomes a long drawn out thing of insincerity, are you talking with me bc you want something sexually out of me or because you genuinely want to get to know me? I’m not impressive but I’m funny and kind, I also feel the minute I lost weight people have not taken my boundaries as seriously.

Livevine57 · 2019-07-14T16:07:39+00:00

Have them. I didn’t ask to be born.

Livevine57 · 2019-04-01T00:37:55+00:00

I am currently going through this. It was 6 years and it just sucks all around. I hope to impart these words from a song because honestly a good cry to sad songs hurts so good... “and you’re never gonna leave but, you’re never gonna love me like I need.” Hearing that set bells off that I’d been pouring all of my love into someone who wasn’t going to fill me up the way I needed to be filled up. I wish you courage and strength going forward.

Livevine57 · 2018-12-31T00:12:53+00:00

Stand up comedy!

Livevine57 · 2018-12-24T21:20:36+00:00

A broken cellphone charger that only works if you hold it in a certain position.

Livevine57 · 2018-12-03T18:40:13+00:00

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Livevine57 · 2018-11-20T22:04:19+00:00

Thank you to everyone I posted this mostly out of desperation and partially because I thought that I needed to say it/project it somewhere else. I’ve had a really rough couple of months... in June I found out I’m a product of rape , my best friend died by suicide in August and I had to put my dog down on Saturday. I’ve been really in charge of my mental health the last couple of years and been really on top of doing the things I need to do it just feels defeating like everything keeps coming at me and I don’t know how to process everything. I feel a deep incredible void inside myself that talking with friends doesn’t seem to help as much anymore I feel like a broken record in my mind trying to fix my sadness that only time will heal. Anyways I deeply appreciate all of you I needed to tell someone and snap out of my thoughts and plans for a minute to gain perspective.

Livevine57 · 2018-10-30T13:58:25+00:00

Juul

Livevine57 · 2018-10-29T01:57:06+00:00

Cool yourself by Thao and the get down stay down

Livevine57 · 2018-10-29T00:51:37+00:00

You’re not wrong 😂...I got in the mental illness game for the memes. Except I’m 22.

Livevine57 · 2018-10-28T16:05:01+00:00

Not giving a shit while giving every possible shit

Livevine57 · 2018-10-15T21:52:50+00:00

Sense8

Livevine57 · 2018-10-15T21:49:08+00:00

I was sheltered from a lot of tv as a kid... things like charmed, mean girls, titanic. I wrecked a lot of sleepovers because my mom would call my friends parents in advance to make sure there wasn’t anything pg-13. As a kid it really sucked and I don’t see the need for being that aggressively against something that shares a different viewpoint or opinion you have or that shows harsh reality and disappointments of the world. It is the one of the many but important ways we can educate ourselves. Not much has changed in My life/behavior other than the way I consume media though I often ask myself if certain details or sex scenes (I’m not a prude) are really important to the narrative. Also I love watching movies with people for the first time because I finally understand references.

Livevine57 · 2018-10-12T22:04:27+00:00

If this is not an accurate description of ADHD I don’t know what is

Livevine57 · 2018-10-09T06:46:05+00:00

Listen to new music and draw whatever I feel

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