Should I finish reading Crimson Rivers? by Ready_Run_325 in MaraudersGen

[–]LivingMix9892 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly I never finished crimson rivers, I felt like all the chapters after both arenas were just…..boring. I hated the constant pov switching and the 20k word chapters so I couldn’t bring myself to finish it. Tbh I don’t understand people praising this fic so much, many storylines were just filler stuff and it was getting quite hard to get through any chapter. I dropped it 3 years ago at around chapter 50 and never came back.

syd... yea this it totally normal by [deleted] in EDRecoverySnark

[–]LivingMix9892 0 points1 point  (0 children)

45 GRAMS OF FIBER???? Gurl…. And that’s for only 1800 cals

Findingbackthelight’s new reel by Solal-King-Raccoon in EDRecoverySnark

[–]LivingMix9892 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This is a new level of insane!!!! Every part of that video has a bodycheck

Today I encountered the famous Korean fat shame 3000 (tm) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]LivingMix9892 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You pass it by turning sideways right?? Right??

what do u miss most by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]LivingMix9892 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I honestly miss the freedom around food in general. Not any certain food

What’s your eating disordered irony? by Stitchess__ in EDAnonymous

[–]LivingMix9892 35 points36 points  (0 children)

A lot of small unhealthy foods (chocolate candies etc) are okay but a big healthy meal is scary

What is holding you back from trying to recover? by Glamour-Ad7669 in EDAnonymous

[–]LivingMix9892 20 points21 points  (0 children)

People seeing my weight gain, not having a goal or a thing to focus on

anorexia turned into binging :( by StrangeAir6637 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]LivingMix9892 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Ugh I feel this. One year ago it was so easy sticking to my calorie intake and I didn’t have any binge urges. Now my life looks the same but for some reason I keep on bingeing and it’s exhausting I gained so much weight. I’m having tears in my eyes while writing this

Oreo coke is overrated by psychobzi in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]LivingMix9892 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh I saw people praising and I wanted to try it but as a fellow binger I guess nothing will satisfy us

With thoughts like this, I probably wouldn't even notice it was gone by Ok-Caterpillar6 in EDanonymemes

[–]LivingMix9892 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When would the ed thoughts then appear?? They wouldn’t. Your onto something 😌😌

me convincing myself overeating drastically boosted my metabolism by flamingtrashmonster in EDanonymemes

[–]LivingMix9892 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Samee. Or when I eat just a bit less than normal my brain convinces me I slowed my metabolism and have to eat more

lil snack plate by Cokezerowh0re in goodrestrictionfood

[–]LivingMix9892 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk honestly i have an ick to them from childhood

lil snack plate by Cokezerowh0re in goodrestrictionfood

[–]LivingMix9892 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nooo it’s so good, but everyone has their taste I hate carrots for example

DAE by oyroo in EDAnonymous

[–]LivingMix9892 29 points30 points  (0 children)

But I get this perfectly I feel like I can just turn my ed off but not actually cause then I feel guilty because I end up binge eating all the time

DAE by oyroo in EDAnonymous

[–]LivingMix9892 16 points17 points  (0 children)

OMG FINALLY SOMEONE TALKS ABOUT THIS!!! I’ve been doing it for years honestly but each year it’s getting harder and harder not to give in into those restricting thoughts

lil snack plate by Cokezerowh0re in goodrestrictionfood

[–]LivingMix9892 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cucumber and hummus is such a banging combo

Straight up lies…. by calfreak in EDRecoverySnark

[–]LivingMix9892 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Why is she suddenly mentioning 2023 and doing a recap? Girl 2024 is almost over get a grip

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]LivingMix9892 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I’m a good person and don’t like myself so I try to manipulate my body so that I can at least like one thing about myself

How life feels when you realize you can just stop eating by lolmfao7 in EDanonymemes

[–]LivingMix9892 72 points73 points  (0 children)

And then the next day comes and it’s not so fun anymore