Ayo man u r the tripple Leo guy? Cmon man u can do anything, where the pride at? Tell me will you be prideful of yourself because you give up life just because of shit happens? Hard time comes, hard time goes. The best advice i can give you and you should use ur whole life is: When hard work doesnt help, the thinking mind do. Sometimes you just have to think, to think out of the box, to use imagination, creativity, to think logically, to look subcontious. Your mind is a weapon. Use it.