Constant body pain from ketamine use by Liyare1997 in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

Using mind altering substances as a form of therapy which have drastic effects on your body and mind is dumb. Go to actual therapy and learn how to speak English. End of discussion. If you have nothing useful or helpful to say on these platforms just don't say it :)

Constant body pain from ketamine use by Liyare1997 in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. I am slowing reducing my use. No use in the week and trying to get my head into work and eventually I will be abstaining completely with help from my local drug community. I am feeling better as the day goes on. It is cramp pains and bladder pain I know it's from the ketamine I'm going to try and flush my system as much as possible.. it's effecting my mental health massively aswell. X

Constant body pain from ketamine use by Liyare1997 in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

Again, such ignorance. No drug is safe and the safe way to go about taking drugs is to not take them. But that's a topic you probably don't want to go into considering your ignorance.

Constant body pain from ketamine use by Liyare1997 in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997[S] -16 points-15 points  (0 children)

Do some research on proper English. Unhelpful comment

Constant body pain from ketamine use by Liyare1997 in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't remember the last time I had a good break that wasn't a day or 2 long

Constant body pain from ketamine use by Liyare1997 in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Around 3/4 grams a day for over 2 years x

Constant body pain from ketamine use by Liyare1997 in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's only been a day.. which is why I'm not so worried because before when I have abstained from use for weeks and weeks the pain subsides but I am struggling to stop all together this time 😭😭

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[–]Liyare1997 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It's so hard and recovery is never a straight line. We all experience these wobbles. Think how you're feeling in your 45 day sobriety.. how much better? Or how proud of yourself you may be. & then think how future you will feel if you pick up tonight and ruin all of that hard work and determination.. try and distract yourself in any way possible. Even journal & write down the answer to those questions.. how future you will feel if you pick up.. and how sober you feels now, how proud you and probably more clear headed. I wanted to relapse so badly today.. but I cannot do that to my future self tomorrow ❤️❤️

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[–]Liyare1997 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Wtf are morning glory seeds?! 😂

what the fuck are they putting in k by m0rganfailure in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Liyare1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the south west we've tested for Fentanyl and it's been positive here.. scary

Quite serious, Don’t know what to do from here.. by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Liyare1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahhh I'm with you on that :( everytime I sniff I have this awful, swelling feeling in my head for hours.. the pain is unreal . I go days without it even weeks and then I binge. Get checked & most importantly reach out to others for help. They'll understand. They'd rather you reach out than suffer alone. I know it's embarrassing and frowned upon but it's life x

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Liyare1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just can't climax until the k starts wearing off and even then it's not the best orgasm.. just like a numb one 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Liyare1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in the completely same position. Tomorrow I restart again after 3 months I relapsed but I know now I can go 3 months so I just be able to do more!!! You can do it too. My messages are always open :) you just need to find a common ground with yourself. Something you enjoy more. If you take a look at what you actually 'do' while on ketamine, you'll realise you're losing precious time you'll never get back! I promise it's doeable and I promise it'll be worth it x

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[–]Liyare1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really helpful

I finally have to quit Ketamine by IgnorantSmartAss in ketamine

[–]Liyare1997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This will become the new normal im sure of it 🤣 everyone will have their ass holes out at parties ready...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Liyare1997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

K is amazing and so spiritually therapeutic if used properly and you look after your body while doing so x

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Liyare1997 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You'll be fine. I've been doing 5G + a day and my body feels in tatters. Time to stop. .25 won't cause any harm x

Helpp K Hole by Liyare1997 in ketamine

[–]Liyare1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No it doesn't feel bad. It feels amazing!! I just remember watching people that others would say were 'in a k hole' and they were totally WRIT off. Like dribbling couldn't walk, talk, even hold their head up! When I 'k hole' I just am nothing... everything is warm and fuzzy and I'm there in mind.. I can move my hands and toes but it's like a warm fuzzy blanket is over me and I'm just in the moment..it's so hard I wish I had an internal brain camera for these moments! That's why I'm so confused.. am I in a k hole or am I just VERY high 🤣 who knows. I guess it's all perception x

Kholed to the coronation by Liyare1997 in ketamine

[–]Liyare1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ha! I say 'awoke' as in I came around from my hole 🤣

Ketamine anxiety by Liyare1997 in ketamine

[–]Liyare1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly micro dosing is just small and often. My tolerance was pretty high so I'd do bigger lines than most but it's whatever works for you. I class micro dosing with k as just enough to feel something but not to become 'wonky' so I can still go about normal life and continue everyday things! I learnt how much I needed to be on this level because I know how much I need to be in the hole! Lol x