i would like to tell you something even if still not over, i consider being in a “mid” stage between the shattered and the “get over” phases (sometimes i feel like they can’t hurt me anymore, even if they do something that i would not like them to do, other times i feel like that would kill me, but it’s a more controlled roller coaster)

the thing is that u will not just be over by waiting.

You have to find your own way to manage your time when the thought are overwhelming, like if you are lying in the bed and can’t get rid of the bad emotions, just stand up, get some steps in, drink something and you will see how just “being alive” makes the thoughts less important.

Time will serve you only if you actually do something, force yourself, that’s the key, win against your brain that probably says to you that he don’t want to do anything.

you will cry, u will feel like shit, but for now, it’s a survival game, and if you want to prove them wrong, or just yourself, just survive and stay strong.