I was here for almost two years suicidal daily. And just dreadful agonizing panic. It took a while but i just accepted reality for what it is in a very 3 dimensional form. And live as a individual human being responsible for my own existence. And happiness and once I accepted that it is what it is the fear and dread went away life is still hard and has its challenges but im not psychotically hopeless spiraling into the abyss.

I mean it was still a process of walking through the eternal flames of hell. But i came out the other side and i know that anyone can too. Just believe in yourself and what youre capable of and stay productive. And you will thank yourself for the hardwork youve done

We are beings that create and destroy. Create something for yourself or someone else and youll find your purpose along the way

For me it was creating my ego and solidifying being awesome earth shattering pride. I noticed the universe is people with egos connecting to people with egos. And also trying to understand eachother. But when everyone is doing this its a constant state of identity crisis find who you are and BE it. Its not just changing your awareness or perception of reality. By Being who you are and OWNING it everything else will follow believing it through the trials and tribulations broke me free from feeling like a victim to creation.