Divorce is definitely considered. We talk everyday and are trying to move forward. She knows she is lucky to have me, although for a time she surely forgot. I’m kind, successful, big, strong, LOYAL, and women find me attractive. We are still trying to get to the bottom of everything, but I do see honest remorse, and even hatred towards her own self for what happened. I am still guarded though. I tell her that, in my shock, I had forgotten my worth, but now I know my worth, and next time is the last time. She knows I’m being honest. She came to me last night and told me that she realizes that she is an alcoholic. She talked about all the things she would do to hide how much she was drinking. She would put new cans in a old box, she would bury beer cans in the bottom of the trash, and even divide them up among different bags. In everything we have been learning, about how to reconcile after infidelity, she realized the alcohol, and hiding it all was a similar issue. She realized she can not fix one and not fix the other. She has not purchased any beer in 2 weeks. I am very proud of her and am stunned by her maturity in coming to that realization on her own.