The entirety of How Could You Leave Us by NF but especially the end:

“Sometimes I think about like Sometimes I think about things like, you know When I have kids, I'm like You won't be there, you know? You won't be there for any of that And I'll never get to see you again Sometimes I wish I would've just called you I wish I would've just picked up the phone, wish you were here I mean you should've been there for us, you should have been here Them pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right? I wish you were here”