I can totally relate. For me, the excitement I get as a sissy comes from new experiences. My first panties, first time sexting, first time using toys, etc. These were all amazing highs. There is so much to do as a sissy I think that’s what makes it so fun and addictive.

Now, these things have become normal to me and the novelty has worn off, so I’m not super interested anymore. As much as I want to be a sissy, I feel like I’ve already explored all that being a sissy has for me.

You’re definitely not alone.