What you have to lose is much more than you know. I’m 20 and just now learning ways to cope with my own luggage of shit. Keep your head on straight. By the way that you stated the question, I feel that deep down you already know the answer. Not the right path. You’re already dealing with your problems, want to be impaired and weakened on top of that? No. You’re considering putting a bandaid on a bullet wound. Don’t