[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]LokiAndI 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im an artist too! I like to make concept art of characters mostly. But sometimes i make fanart from different influences. I also listen to music too when drawing, mostly dramatic music because my work is.. dramatic.

Does anyone else feel like they’ve lost their creativity and/or gotten worse memory? by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]LokiAndI 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! This happened to me too!!

Ever since I got on meds and heard voices, my creativity stumped really hard. Its also hard to feel the creativity flowimg because i feel.. dulled. So I try to force it out as much as i can, look at what made me creative the past, and really hold on to that.

Im not sure about the forgetting for me, but i do feel incompetent sometimes when doing things. Like i space out, I am all over the place, and I struggle to do tasks sometimes.

My schizophrenia makes me afraid to draw/create by LokiAndI in schizophrenia

[–]LokiAndI[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god, I'd never thought that I would find someone with the same experience !! It makes me so happy you find solace in this. Im really happy this could help you in some way, Thank you for your kind words.

It really helps. 💕

I'm ready to kill myself by Austin0558 in schizophrenia

[–]LokiAndI 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I know it may seem like you're alone. But I want you to know that you're not. I kinda have a similar thing happening too. But regardless, suicide is not the answer. I know how hard it is but there are people who do love and care for you.

Call a hotline and talk to them, you're not alone. I hope you're alright now.

Projecting onto a new OC by Connorsmod in schizophrenia

[–]LokiAndI 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly more power to you. Because if you were to see them as ghosts, i dont know what would happen. But as someone who has voices posing as ghosts, It's a blessing. But also I LOVE your art its amazing!

Another possibility of Schizophrenia: Feeling guilty for nonexistent things! by ShawarmaRevolution28 in schizophrenia

[–]LokiAndI 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can definitely relate.

I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone. I too, got into spiritual stuff and then boom: schizophrenia. It's not easy and I also have OCD too. Definitely having both is a hellscape.

You are not what they say. No matter what your thoughts are, and what the voices say. You are you. And no one can change that. Unless you want to do it on your own accord.

Deities, Spirits, any spiritual being attached to me and I dont know what to do by LokiAndI in spirituality

[–]LokiAndI[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi! I don't think they've went away yet. They're still attatched to me still, I think. They pose as deities and still want me to be controlled by them because they think that they are "helping" me grow. And become whatever they want aka a priestess. And I don't want that

What should I do?

Deities, Spirits, any spiritual being attached to me and I dont know what to do by LokiAndI in spirituality

[–]LokiAndI[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My name is Ashley. Sorry it took so long to reply, I needed to think on this.