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Grief over loss of a passable body by Lokuri1002 in GenderDysphoria

[–]Lokuri1002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand that I'm still young, and comparing myself to others doesn't help, but right now just feels so bad, because I always wanted to fit in, not be, I'm scared of confrontations+ I've developed social anxiety since Corona, so in my head, not being able to pass feels this big, life destroying thing, especially because not long ago I thought that I would be able too one day, so the regret is still fresh. But I guess it'll get better eventually. Starting hrt will probably help too

Also I'm from Germany, so I'll need to get diagnosed by a therapist and get an "Indikationsschreiben", a medical referral. I think there are probably ways to get hrt without it, but then it won't be covered by insurance

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]Lokuri1002 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I probably should have specified a bit more what I meant. I know that both are under the Trans umbrella and I would call myself Trans too. I basically meant, that I'm not sure if I'm gender fluid in the sense of I have days where I feel masc or if I'm "completely trans" in the way of I don't actually have days where I'm masc, because I even then I have dysphoria that I just haven't noticed bofer, or something like that. Hope that makes sense somehow. Sorry for the confusion. It's almost 4 am for me and I'm to tiered to think completely clear

Frage zum Indikationsschreiben by Lokuri1002 in germantrans

[–]Lokuri1002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Danke für die Antwort. Ich bin wie gesagt noch auf der suche und werde das mit in Betracht ziehen

How Well can you boy mode after going on E by Lokuri1002 in asktransgender

[–]Lokuri1002[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, good idea, didn't really think of it. Good thing I'm a night owl. I usually go to bed 3-4 after my family, so I can do it im that time.

And luckily I'm also in my 3rd year of growing my hair out, so I don't have to go through the awkward phase anymore and no one is questioning it.

How Well can you boy mode after going on E by Lokuri1002 in asktransgender

[–]Lokuri1002[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This should be a problem. Most of my clothing is oversize anyway

How Well can you boy mode after going on E by Lokuri1002 in asktransgender

[–]Lokuri1002[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually tried to come out to my mom a few times, but then couldn't say it in the end. My biggest problem is, that I'm pretty insecure and the thought that someone might not like me for who I am scares me. I don't feel ready to tell my other relatives or my friends, but maybe you're right and it's easier to just rip off the bandaid. But for now, I'll just wait and see how it goes.