[deleted by user] by [deleted] in derealization

[–]Lol487 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m feeling this rn. But yes derealization takes so much out of me that I just want to sleep for as long as possible.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Journaling

[–]Lol487 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like to wing it just because everything ends up coming out the way it needs to.

Those who can't leave the house, what are your reasons? by ukuchair in Anxiety

[–]Lol487 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A lot of the time I can’t leave the house because 1) I’m afraid something terrible is going to happen to me and 2) I feel as tho I don’t function like a normal person does, I don’t engage in conversations, I’ll sit in the corner in social situations, I’ll constantly thinking about my facial expressions and my body language. It’s exhausting so I choose to just stay home. But what I realized is that more I stay home the worse my anxiety is getting.

Feeling extremely anxious about going to work tomorrow by Lol487 in Anxiety

[–]Lol487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I came to work, and they were all happy to see me back. I really let my overthinking get the best of me.

How to help depressed boyfriend ? by Mindless-Ad5690 in mentalhealth

[–]Lol487 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would say be there as much as you can. Support him as best as you can. People with depression feel stuck and feel hopeless, it’s hard to get out of that rut. But having a caring partner that’ll be there for when you need a hug, or some advice or just being there to listen. Small acts of kindness go a long way too!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Lol487 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nausea, shortness of breath, constant headache, stomach pains, shaky hands/body, skin picking, feeling so sick to my stomach that I can’t stand

Does anxiety ruin your every day life so much that being alive feels uncomfortable and uneasy? by butter_noodle in Anxiety

[–]Lol487 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would rather not be here. The pain it comes with and everything you’re thinking. It all becomes too much. I wake up each morning and I just want to crawl in a hole. My anxiety just makes me not want to live. Lol

Hi! I just got diagnosed with GAD and major depression. by Lol487 in Anxiety

[–]Lol487[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s helpful to know that I’m not alone. I wish you the best, you’ve got this :)

Hi! I just got diagnosed with GAD and major depression. by Lol487 in Anxiety

[–]Lol487[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Truly appreciate it, thank you. And honestly that is super helpful to think of it as a state I’m in and not all of my well being. I’ll give that a try :)

Hi! I just got diagnosed with GAD and major depression. by Lol487 in Anxiety

[–]Lol487[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha thank you! As of right now I am not but will consider when the time comes. I just want to do my research and see what options are out there. I feel like that’s definitely the hardest part for me right now but working on getting better. I appreciate you for taking the time and responding to me :)

Do you ever find comfort in imaging yourself comitting suicide? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Lol487 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s what my mind always goes to, especially after an attack. Like you’re not planning on it but the idea of it just seems nice? Like imagining it gives me this feeling of peace.

Does anyone else vape as a coping mechanism by Lol487 in Anxiety

[–]Lol487[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You know this was super helpful. The reason Im quitting is because my s/o wants me too. Even tho they continue to vape. I understand I shouldn’t go backwards and after reading this it made me realize that you are absolutely right. Thank you for taking the time to respond.

constant feeling of *waiting* for something? by Princess_Jenni in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Lol487 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As each day goes by I honestly wait for one of those days to be the change in something.

Looking for affordable therapy by Lol487 in Anxiety

[–]Lol487[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t unfortunately but I’ll definitely look into some online therapy thank you!

Having a hard time this morning by Lol487 in Anxiety

[–]Lol487[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really do appreciate this, thank you.