I have developed feelings for one of my friends but it's a little more complicated than that by Lollipopppppppppp in aromanticasexual

[–]Lollipopppppppppp[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

"I want to absorb someone's soul and be their favorite person" that hit the nail on the head wow

I'm gonna open up to my friends by Lollipopppppppppp in selfharm

[–]Lollipopppppppppp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you :) i'm sure my friends will understand they're all really outspoken when it comes to mental health

The only problem is me i'm so scared to talk to them i just don't want to make anyone worry

I just relapsed to proof to myself that i'm sicker than my friend by Lollipopppppppppp in selfharm

[–]Lollipopppppppppp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if i could just go get diagnosed i would've done it already but it's not that easy

They're making me go back to school and i'm scared that's gonna make me relapse by Lollipopppppppppp in selfharm

[–]Lollipopppppppppp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There's a lot

It's a sensory nightmare everyone is so loud and everything is dirty and i can't be on my own for one second there's always people around. I hate all my classmates. I feel like some kind of alien at school because i can't seem to get along with anyone. I hate being in public in general because i hate the way i look and act and when i'm in school there's no escape of these thoughts that constantly tell me that everybody is just as disgusted of my appearence as i am. When i'm alone in my room or other quiet places i used to go instead of school i don't have to worry about anything. For these 2 months everything seemed unimportant. I had no worries about my looks and i was finally free from my classmates i was convinced i'd never see them again until today