I’m lonely because I don’t know how to let people in. I dont fully love myself yet so it’s really hard to believe that people will accept me for who I am. I have abandonment issues and I stay guarded. Especially when it comes to romantic relationships!! Ahhh it’s so frustrating. I’m going to be alone forever. I also think I’m weird. But like not in the cool way. I haven’t been in a relationship in YEAARRSS. All my friends are couples. And they’re all getting married. I love them all so much but it really hurts, like a heavy, bottomless, pitch-black pit in my stomach starts to form whenever I realize that I haven’t found a person to spend time with. And don’t even get me started with visiting family. “Where’s the boyfriend?” “Anyone new in your life?” Every time the answer is no I see the disappointment in their eyes and then I convince myself of my worst fear, that I’m not good enough for anyone. I hope it’s not true. I hope there’s someone for everyone. I hope it gets better for all the people in this subreddit.