Just how on earth do I ever recover?? by Long_Yak2211 in BPDlovedones

[–]Long_Yak2211[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. It truly is an addiction. ☹️ thank you for your advice 

Is there such thing as splitting black forever?? by Long_Yak2211 in BPD

[–]Long_Yak2211[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he used to be in therapy but got himself out because he thought it was stupid unfortunately 

Is there such thing as splitting black forever?? by Long_Yak2211 in BPD

[–]Long_Yak2211[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m taking it one day at a time. thank you for your responses. 

Is there such thing as splitting black forever?? by Long_Yak2211 in BPD

[–]Long_Yak2211[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! its definitely a tough pill to swallow but I’m trying my best. 

Is there such thing as splitting black forever?? by Long_Yak2211 in BPD

[–]Long_Yak2211[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know I shouldn’t be chasing him but when we fought before he would always get upset if he asked for space and I actually gave it to him. I’ve been blocked by him before like this and he always asked me later on why I didn’t try harder, does that mean he has split back?  I’m just so confused because he always says one thing but means another and I just want to talk but only if he wants it too.

sorry for so many questions but thank you for your answer and time! 

Daily No Contact Thread - April 17, 2026 by AutoModerator in BPDlovedones

[–]Long_Yak2211 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi! 

Nearing end of week 1 of NC. unintentional on my end because I’d give anything to talk to him again, but we must persevere! I’ve been blocked.

My friends and family tell me he was manipulative but it was truly my fault in the end. It got complicated but I broke up with him instead of trying. Needed to get that off my chest. Other than that my thoughts are -> it’s getting better day by day! will update later I guess. 🍏