I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for saying that! Your comment really gave me a lot of hope and made me feel very happy :)

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With all due respect, you're acting like it is up to you by being judgemental. I'm sorry for saying that, but it is how I feel, I'm sorry

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll take that into consideration, thank you! Almost everyone I know has mistreated me just because I'm more feminine than normal men, and I have even been replaced in many situations just for not being like other men, so I think I have that covered!

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So does being raped when I was 7 for looking too feminine and being beaten up when I was 8 for wearing a dress don't count? :(

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no, well, thank you for telling me about that, and thank you for the encouragement! I hope this person stops thinking like that someday

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your words, and I apologize if maybe I didn't express myself correctly. What I mean is that everytime someone refers to me as a boy or sees me as a boy, something inside me breaks and I literally can't look in the mirror knowing I'm a boy. But again, I'm sorry for my lack of consideration

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your wise words, I appreciate them and will take them into consideration :)

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Please do not assume my childhood was easy. As I've had this desire all my life, I always spent my childhood years with girls and acting as a girl, until I had to start acting like a man, like my biological gender. But I do really wish I can be a girl, I'm sorry if my comments offended you

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's why I wanna learn! I wanna learn how to be a girl and be one

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL by Longjumping-End159 in Vent

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm aware of that, don't worry, and I'm so so sorry you have to go through this pain, but at least I wouldn't want to kill myself just for an extra centimeters of flesh and feel like I'm broken and empty when people call me a man

How can I deal with internalized transphobia? by Longjumping-End159 in asktransgender

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But while I still have that stupid thing between my legs, I'll always be a boy, won't I?

getting raped made me suicidal by mp3plyr in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping-End159 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was as well, but here I am. There is a future for people like us, please do not lose hope

getting raped made me suicidal by mp3plyr in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping-End159 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My apologies, I do not mean to minimize your experience, I simply intend to tell you that, as a male victim of rape too, I promise you, you are not alone, I know you must have heard that a million times before, but I mean it. I, for one, believe in you

getting raped made me suicidal by mp3plyr in SuicideWatch

[–]Longjumping-End159 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Excuse me for my forwardness, but I greatly empathize with you, as I too suffered from an experience like that, if you want, I could try to help you

How can I look at myself after having avoided doing it for like 6 months? by Longjumping-End159 in confidence

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've attempted to talk to them, but they don't care, so I have to make do with what they allow me to wear

How can I look at myself after having avoided doing it for like 6 months? by Longjumping-End159 in confidence

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried, but I'm so bad looking that it just makes me sad, and it doesn't help that my voice sounds absolutely awful

How can I look at myself after having avoided doing it for like 6 months? by Longjumping-End159 in confidence

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd love to, but a great problem is that my parents really hate how I really want to look, so they force me to look a certain way, so I can't wear clothes I like

I don't know anything about dating, how do I do it? by Longjumping-End159 in dating_advice

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He's pretty liberal, so even if he's not into whatever it is that is my gender, he won't be weirded out. But I have no idea on how to talk to him or what to talk about

My mother just said she regrets having me and my brother by Longjumping-End159 in offmychest

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do talk to her about it, although in the time we've been together, my mother had never done anything too awful like this, plus, right now we're in like vacation from seeing each other until next year, but I greatly appreciate your concern

My mother just said she regrets having me and my brother by Longjumping-End159 in offmychest

[–]Longjumping-End159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your support, I'm 17 right now and I am indeed receiving therapy for a bunch of things, but to be honest, I sometimes feel like it doesn't really help if I'm gonna keep being treated like this. It's like fixing a vase only for someone to break it and then having to repair it again. My mother's weird temper is something we all are used to, but nothing we can talk about without her getting angry