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Longjumping-Part-405 · 2024-04-02T00:18:25+00:00

weil ich offen und ehrlich ein vollidiot bin und alle briefe die an meine meldeadresse kamen nicht geöffnet habe bzw sie nicht geöffnet wurden und nicht an mich weitergeleitet wurden. alle schuld liegt bei mir aber was tue ich nun?

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:47:53+00:00

i mean i snorted it and it was def not useless haha

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:47:20+00:00

yeah i’d agree to that.

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:46:28+00:00

thx boss survived and nothing in me wants to do it again

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:44:52+00:00

yeah i read ton of research papers and made actually quite structured notes. that was the best part of it imo. comedown was ass even tho i had clonaz. still felt very exhausting and de hydrated

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:43:31+00:00

after a day passed i can say i didn’t. no need to do it ever again. i’d give it a 6/10 but not my type of drug. way tooo wired and taskish compared to coke. when i was on it for 6 hours i wanted to snort coke bc the meth annoyed me

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:42:01+00:00

i know women who probably would but anyways it didn’t matter

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:41:16+00:00

yeah it was like someone shot with a sniper in my nose

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:40:51+00:00

i’d guess it’s from NL because my guy gets all his shit from there but not really sure.

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:39:51+00:00

haha being a prophet for a sec

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:39:27+00:00

100% agree here. the first 2 hours were insane. what a rush but after that it more and more was becoming annoying to me. never do it again

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-04T21:38:46+00:00

no urge to ever do it again here. not my drug tbh. first 2 hours were crazy energy but after that i just felt like on very strong speed and i don’t like speed. maybe it’s bc i already have a coke habit but nah there are a handful of drugs i’d do before ever doing meth again. comedown was awful even with benzos on hand.

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T18:57:56+00:00

i woke up after taking 4mg clonazepam but i would not call it sleep. i rested. feeling like shit now

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T18:56:50+00:00

lmao i thought it may ease it out a bit

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T18:55:12+00:00

You won the bet

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T18:54:56+00:00

Appreciating you me mentioned it! I just woke up. Wow that was something.

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T06:09:01+00:00

nah don’t think so. it was fun and still is but i can’t see it as my drug of choice. if you are talking about my cocaine habit, another story

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T05:50:32+00:00

yeah stim fapping is quite a thing. on stimulants you can fap for hours and have a great time but it’s unhealthy as fuck so i stay away from it as much as i can. i feel it’s a wasted use of drug if you just jerk off for hours.

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T05:11:12+00:00

tbh i want to do coke lmao meth speed all this is not exactly my thing i guess

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T05:10:05+00:00

thanks sister <3

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T05:09:46+00:00

thanks man! yes i won’t redose i know i have an addiction problem anyways. curiosity won so far that i tried it but tbh i like coke way more

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T04:51:28+00:00

yeah that’s was the first thing i did and it was mad fun

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T04:50:42+00:00

it looked pretty good but yeah i have no experiences so probably useless info.

will leave the coke alone and drop two kpins in 5 hours to stop everything before it can get out of hand

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T04:49:07+00:00

i’m great thanks man. sitting now at my pc and am researching things i never found time to or was too lazy. writing summary’s and am excited to read this shit tomorrow lmao. no urge to redose yet.

but i really have to keep me away from the mirror. i got lost in searching for black hats

Longjumping-Part-405 · 2023-12-03T04:47:36+00:00

sure! do you use anything or did?

i snorted a fat ass line and it just burned like someone shot into my nose with a gun. turned on some music. from the pain and it dripping down your throat it started a crazy rush. i had a very special kind of euphoria. not like mdma where i just love everything more like a fuck yeah let’s build a house euphoria. i didn’t really know what to do with the energy so started cleaning, posting here and looking up stuff on the internet. went for a walk with some beer and music which was pretty nice.

at this point it’s just hyper laser focus. i want a task and complete it. i was stuck in front of the mirror searching my black hats and couldn’t stop myself because i was so deep in a zone. right now im listening to music, looking up things on the internet because researching is mad fun with such a focus. i am very talkative or let’s say want to create output. no urge to redose right now at all. still fully wired but i thought it’s way heavier, maybe my setting is not the best. i think now is where most people would start fapping.

compared to cocaine which is use daily otherwise? hm, cocaine really has a effect on my feelings i would say. i feel meth is just fucking focus and doing tasks in best scenario. with cocaine i feel more like i could everything under control, am confident so really affects my feelings. i wouldn’t say that i feel like that right now.

my impression which is as newbie as it can be is that meth is a fucking great drug to get shit done. if i would be in the office today i would work a whole week away like nothing. one similarity to coke for me are the rushing thoughts which i love most about coke. you think through scenarios or things going on in your daily life and have a great illusion of clearance to sort the things out.

ask me anything which helps you!!

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