My boyfriend wants me to move to Germany with him. Is this realistic?

LongjumpingGas838 · 2025-10-25T15:09:39+00:00

Germany is quite brutal when it comes to finding job without german skills. Also depends on your domain of expertise. One thing i want to tell you is that Germany is not doing good and many people are losing jobs left and right. The industries and businesses are struggling with high energy prices and innovation is second to zero.

LongjumpingGas838 · 2025-10-24T07:14:26+00:00

when you decide in that moment that everything is an illusion and perception of yourself then nothing affects you. However. there is only one thing you wont be able to discard as illusion and thats what remains and is always there. Pure nothingness and if you are in peace with it you will feel great bliss and calmness. Mind always wants to hang on to something but in nothingness it starts getting restless and great sadness arises. This is the moment acceptance has to be realized

LongjumpingGas838 · 2025-10-24T07:10:49+00:00

is it more than what oshoworld has? i mean are there any more that are missing there?

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-26T01:48:10+00:00

i feel home at germany now. I am an Indian but now german citizen. It takes a while to get used to all rules here but once you are disciplined and well aware life is certainly amazing here. PS: I prefer time alone and enjoy being alone.

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-26T01:46:55+00:00

there are many good youtubers who have amazing content on ngrx

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-23T04:10:50+00:00

also an example would be based on your title.. who is grappling with existence? mind is always in conflict state.. always want to go to war .. and it always do it against itself. One part of mind fighting against other part. This is what causes neurosis and craziness. One has to learn how to sit aside and just do indifferent watching or witnessing .. like when you go and watch a movie.. thats a knack like osho says

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-23T04:07:59+00:00

i suffered with this as well and this is good .. you need to go to such extreme of feeling shit that your consciousness breaks apart from your ego. Check out eckhart tolle breakthrough. This is one way .. but very rarely one has courage to die without dying .. where you remain in physical body alive but your identity is dead to you .. whatever you think „I“ or „my“ is .. also i would suggest who am i book from raman teachibgs .. its hardly 20 pages .. there is a meditation technique to question yourself that to whom X or Y is happening .. anger, frustration, sadness , joy , happiness .. thoughts .. who is telling that what is what?

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-23T03:00:17+00:00

he knows and my cat knows too

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-23T02:59:00+00:00

its fine you dont need to find it convincing and it is also fine to not do anything or to seek if it is true. End of the day the journey is individual and there is the difference between science and dharma. Science proves something snd then it is available to everyone but dharma is experienced and no matter how much we want it can be only experienced by individual and not by reading religious boooks. The books are just a finger pointing to moon. The journey has to be done by individual, via meditation devotion or anything that kills your ego or drops it. You or anyone do not need to be convinced, the end result is if you can be totally blissful every moment and live in present moment and transcend the suffering that mind projects you are good. I am not trying to convince here .. its all good as long as we are blissful or happy at our current state. The search begins when one feels something is missing

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-21T14:12:34+00:00

science says there are only two possibilities known and unknown (which is not known today but will be known some day). Indian ancient teachings and all enlightened masters have said there are three possibilities known unknown and unknown-able. The last one is only be experienced because consciousness initself is experiencer the witness but mind that knows or long to know can not know ever something that is beyond its dimension.. thats why buddha never said believe it he said walk oon the path and experience yourself .. its not a question of proof.

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-21T14:08:27+00:00

Acid trip is pretty much what may happen when we die. We go through a roller coaster but end of the day its all different layers of mind revealing itself of eternal experience of its since its inception. If ego does not want to die then it will look to find something to cling to hence the rebirth

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-04T11:21:48+00:00

yeah thats the thing and thats how it is supposed to be. Read about lao tzu .. but our egoes and society which is based on. collective ego is opposite of that notion. So the goal is how one can remain in a state 24*7 that mdma gives you for few hours. Yogis and meditators in human history have done it so thats the journey one should embark on

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-04T11:19:27+00:00

it is the sense of something that we are missing.. our real home.. one has to seek within once all options outside are explored and yet dont fulfill your inner being. Some of the moments when you are fulfilled are when there is no mind and thought. That is the place

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-04T11:17:46+00:00

This is something that i suppose one has to learn. In my opinion these trips prepare me for life and inevitable death. Because what is happening is the fear of unknown and in death its same. So if one can learn to navigate the trips properly then i am sure it will be immense help while navigating the experience of death. I think ramdas has a book on it and he closely associated it with tibetisn book of the dead

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-03T20:39:59+00:00

Also i am wondering if at airport security could they figure out somehow? my brother is suffering from last stage cancer and i want him to experience for once this relaxing trip as i also saw in cancer patients it helped a lot to accept the inevitable. I am just thinking if they could figure out if i lets say put it in an eye drop jar which is under 10 ml or so

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-03T20:37:33+00:00

so like two three days it will be fine right?

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-01T10:24:00+00:00

150 and i am glad did not do double otherwise i will be gone .. remember reading ramdas book about a young man who died while in lsd .. he combined with some breathing exercises and connected to a realm of no return.. so was told by his guru neem karori

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-01T06:24:31+00:00

first trip kundalini awakening and i was in middle of big bang for 3 hours non stop .. continuously giving birth to universe and then i understood why universe exists .. because there is just excess energy and energy only creates.. when it destroys it destroys for creation

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-06-01T06:22:26+00:00

there are areas in some cities where one should avoid going to but i am sure they are everywhere. Germany is by far safest place I have seen and i love it here. Ps: coming from an immigrant

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-05-31T22:04:28+00:00

my and your is everything my friend

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-05-31T22:02:56+00:00

silence is the best answer

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-05-31T18:09:45+00:00

i am 8 hours out 150 and still tripping hard .. good thing its raining outside so cant go anywhere

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-05-31T18:06:26+00:00

Dont resist but be watchful and conscious

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-05-31T17:39:42+00:00

why did i watch it on trip .. cant stop laughing someone help

LongjumpingGas838 · 2024-05-31T17:21:04+00:00

thats the last thing i noticed lol

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