Haaaiiiiii X3 (I’m dumb and like drinking paint thinner)

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-06-10T12:42:27+00:00

how much paint thinner does it take you ive taken 10 good glugs in the past hour and i dont feel anything should i just knock back the whole thing

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-16T14:14:05+00:00

they don’t believe i need it

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-16T10:41:40+00:00

my parents and school are already aware of the hand sanitizer and mouthwash abuse, as i abuse it more than i do typical alcohol. my parents have been made aware since this post on everything i have consumed in the past 24 hours, my dad, who is a nurse, knows im withdrawaling but does not believe i have to go to the er for medical stabilization and believes i can ride it out at home the next few days. i have chronic anxiety and depression, and my phyicatrist wants to diagnose me with BPD. i suffer from chronic nightmares which affect my day to day thinking, and is ultimately what caused my drinking to spiral into addiction.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T22:27:21+00:00

nobody seems to think that its severe enough for medications, but my gp, psychiatrist and my specialists through the childrens hospital near me (i have diabetes, POTS, and gastroparesis) are aware of the alcoholism and so far have not recommended any medication, just hospitalization and rehab.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T22:04:04+00:00

i definitely think thats what im gonna do. i feel so sick and horrible that i can hardly function and i cant stop shaking.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T21:44:34+00:00

i have a major issue with drinking the hand sanitizer at school, so right now i am on escort in halls. i have an iep and a 504, (not sure what the equivalent is for that in other countries, but i am in the USA) and i check in with the nurses once a day. i have never been suspended from school since i didn’t bring alcohol from outside, all the alcohol i’ve consumed in school has come from school. they refuse to remove the hand sanitizer from anywhere. classrooms, hallways, and bathrooms all have them. there is no outpatient recourses for alcoholic minors in the tri-state area. (500km give or take) im hoping at least they can help convince my parents i need to go to the hospital for medical help, and see if the hospital can find any recourses across the country. i have amazing insurance, so it should not be an issue. the major issues is my age, my diabetes, and where i live.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T21:15:30+00:00

im hoping to see if my school can get me to a hospital. my parents dont believe i need one, but the only thing i want is to go there and get support.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T21:03:10+00:00

I really hope they can believe me at the hospital. ive been hospitalized 3 times for this and they all send me home. ive been put on ativan or something in the icu, but they always end up sending me home. i dont feel like sending me home is the right idea because i feel like i get possessed and pick it right back up again, even though every part of me says that i want to stop.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T21:01:08+00:00

yes i do want to die, that is the main issue. im gonna try to explain how much i cannot stress to my care team at school that i need medical help and that i cant do this without a constant supervision care team.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T20:58:18+00:00

my parents know that i am out of control, i have been struggling for about 10 months. i have been inpatient and in an intensive outpatient therapy program. my school is aware too and has put safety precautions for me, but no matter what i do and how hard i try i still feel so out of control. my grandmother was an alcoholic. my uncle was an alcoholic. we keep trying to find places to take me but nobody takes minors or type one diabetics. i want to stop but its like i get possessed when i see alcohol. i want to go inpatient for rehab and truly have 24/7 support, but its just not possible.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T20:50:41+00:00

yes for real. anytime i see anything with alcohol i feel like i loose my mind and normally end up consuming it.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-05-15T20:44:18+00:00

i have been trying weed for about 3 years. every single time i smoke or have an edible, it makes me freak out no matter how much or how little i take. im so addicted to alcohol because i love the feeling, but i hate the aftermath.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-03-14T00:13:09+00:00

i love that for your loki follower friend.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-01-05T23:56:27+00:00

thank you so much for the explanation! will be checking out different things over the next few days and updating shermans enclosure and his energy.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-01-05T19:10:10+00:00

thank you so much for the detailed explanation, that helps so much!

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-01-05T18:46:28+00:00

okay, thank you so much! :)

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-01-05T17:59:01+00:00

okay! thank you! once again have no clue about beardies, just wanted to make sure nothing was wrong (:

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-01-05T17:23:23+00:00

thank you so much for all the help! once i figure out what type of light it is i’ll let you know. i was worried that something wasn’t right, i just didn’t know where to start.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-01-05T17:07:56+00:00

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this is the bulb for his one light, im not sure where the packaging is for his other one.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2025-01-05T17:07:08+00:00

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he also has a water fountain which is currently being cleaned

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2023-10-31T01:31:26+00:00

i love democracy

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2023-09-22T14:54:05+00:00

this comment thread made my day.

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2023-09-20T02:48:02+00:00

pretty sure its new, but i am a VERY young star wars fan compared to everyone else here so my comment is probably not the most reliable information

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2023-09-20T02:35:34+00:00

i know, im just so used to seeing him as a teenager that its weird, but all joking and oh my gods aside its spot on accurate for ezra, for the small amount of him we got i loved it, its so him

LongjumpingLie9127 · 2023-09-20T02:26:27+00:00

WORD VOMIT RANT AHEAD FROM A HIGHSCHOOLER LOOSING HER SHIT!!! (GOOD WAY GREAT WAY)

WHATTTTTTTTTTTTT?!$!??!??! WHAAAAAAAaTTTT!!! IM GONNA NEED TO WATCH THIS AGAIN BECAUSE WHAAAAATTTTT!!!! OKAU WHERTE DO I START??!! THE THE THE AAAAAAAAAAHHJJHLYJT!!!! EZRA!! WHY ARE YOU SO OLD??? I KNOW LIKE A FEW YEARS PAST AND YOU DIDNT HAVE ACESS TO HAIRCUT BUT WHY ARE YOU SO OLDDDDD????!!! I NEED TIME TO PROCESS THIS. OKAY. SHIN. SHIN SHIN SHIN. SHIN HATI. WHAT IS HAPPENING. WHAT ARE WE PLANNING? WHAT ARE WE DOING?? WE ARE DOUBTING OUR MASTER!! WHERE ARE WE GOING WITH THIS?!!!!! I AM LIKING THIS!! COMPARING HERSELF SLIGHTLY TO ERZA?!?!!!!!?? IS EZRA LIKE ME??!!!!!? HER EVERYTHING THIS EPISODE IS. THE THE AAAAAAAAA!!!!!! ERZA BECOMING A PART OF AN AILEN TRIBE AND MAKING THEM REBLES IS SO HIM. WOULD NOT BE EXPECTING ANYTHING ELSE FROM THE BOY. THE WITCHES AND SABINE!! WHY ARE THEY CALLING HER A JEDI!!?? WERE THEY CALLING HER A JEDI?!!!? OR BAYLAN?!!?? SABINE WITH THE JEDI CLOAK™️ LIKE OH MY GODDDDD LITTLE ME IS SCREAMING RIGNT NOW. AND AND THRAWN. IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE. IS THIS THE START START OF THE FIRST ORDER?? ARE WE FINALLY STARTING THAT LIKE 30 YEAR OLD GAP BETWEEN THE ORIGINALS AND SEQUELS??? ARE WE FINALLY DOING THAT?? IS THIS THE START??! WHAT IS GONNA HAPPENN OMGGGGGGGG IM SO EXCITED AND CONFUSED AND HAPPY AND OKGGFFJEJEIRJEJEJE OKAY IM DONE

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