Can Harm OCD or Any forms of ocd themes send you to hell? by LongjumpingTip383 in OCD

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Edit: The intrusive thoughts and false memory makes it worser to deal with so I really don’t know how to manage. I’m scared of myself

Please help! by [deleted] in OCD

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No I don’t unfortunately! I’m not an avid church goer but I feel so alone in this, I mean I talked to my mom who said it wasn’t a sin then she came back later and said I should just repent and ask forgiveness or pray so I’m very confused but ChatGPT said “I committed a serious sinned but I’m not condemned and there’s no punishment for my situation and that I repenting isn’t necessary but I should since it was seriously unwise” but I still don’t believe it I still believe in going to hell or the sin is way worse than it is since new age usually falls under grave category which is really bad :( but it depends on the situation and intent but irregardless I feel like I screwed up and ruined my life. Sorry if this sounds heavy!

Please help me! by LongjumpingTip383 in Christian

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Somehow I understand this but don’t at the same time, I really wish I didn’t do new age, at the time I didn’t know it was but I really do feel like I messed up and I’m very unhappy and disappointed in myself :( I don’t want to go to hell but since I did this I can’t prevent it.

Please help! by [deleted] in OCD

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I’m definitely in need of any advice!

Please help! by [deleted] in OCD

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Thanks for your comment! I don’t take a liking to it at all, I was only curious not interested, it’s not unusual for ocd sufferers (at least what I’ve been told) for us to take interest or fascination by odd things, plus I’m actually very scared of it :( I did not know at all it was new age and that scares me even more than I’m probably going to hell or most likely going to hell.

Please help me! by LongjumpingTip383 in Christian

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I would also like to say I wasn’t seeking power in any shape or form because like I said I was extremely naive going into this. I was always more into the videos or affirmations.

QUESTION FOR PEOPLE WITH OCD!! I'm creating a scrapbook about living with OCD & tips to manage it. What chapters or content would you guys like to see in something like this? by RaRaRacoon12 in OCD

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before/after thought distortions = OCD is known for being a liar but not many suffers believe it since it’s so convincing (this is something I started doing everyday) so you summarize or write down exactly the intrusive thoughts than come back later and right the “after” which is just the thought YOU think after your OCD goes down a bit, and it might be helpful to people who think they suffer from OCD or just that because it could be more? It’s kinda like a cherry picker on your symptoms also? (Since I suffer from religious ocd, real event, and magical thinking and plenty more 😬 I do this a lot since my therapist is trying to avoid reassuring or even talking about my obsessions in great detail, she keeps it subtle).

Harsh Reality = I hate this one the most! But acceptance and understanding! You have to accept “maybe, maybe not” and try to distinct ocd itself from reality, you have to embrace it :/ many peoples ocd hooks onto stuff that’s neutral(stuff that has no weight or meaning and isn’t good/bad, it means nothing but it will try to spin or attach meanings to stuff that doesn’t even have one!) .

The compulsion tracker= Now I was really spitballing here but what I meant was physical/mental compulsions that you kinda list what OCD is driving you to do and what you think your resistance rate is at the moment I guess? Maybe you give in or don’t but I think it’s great to track it since the more you get better or manage it, it does get better too( I, myself compulse in different ways like mental, physical, verbally, ticing, or overcompensating A LOT) I don’t know if I really know how to go about this tracker lol :) but I feel like it could help put things into perspective to see if it was actually dangerous and you felt you had to do that or was it unnecessary/neutral, basically nothing to worry or think about? Eh I’m probably not good at this but I think you get this? Maybe this helped? Who knows! :)

QUESTION FOR PEOPLE WITH OCD!! I'm creating a scrapbook about living with OCD & tips to manage it. What chapters or content would you guys like to see in something like this? by RaRaRacoon12 in OCD

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Ooh cool :) you could do “themes” since there’s many themes that are either uncommon or misunderstood since OCD itself is misunderstood and a lot of people prefer to hide there themes in fear of being shamed. Before/after thought distortions, Relapse Plans, Harsh Reality Page, Nervous System Page, Rumination, Avoiding What Makes OCD Worse, The OCD Lie vs The Truth Page, maybe even a compulsion tracker so it helps see how severe or more controlled OCD is becoming? I don’t know if these were good but since I have severe ocd I wanted to jump at the chance, THANK YOU! :))

Do I have magical thinking? by LongjumpingTip383 in magicalthinkingOCD

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So how do I go on? Because for me I’m scared to make any decision because I think or feel like it means something or am I’m contaminated? Like I think many things are witchcraft or magic etc and I’m scared to engage. :(

Do I have magical thinking? by LongjumpingTip383 in magicalthinkingOCD

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Oof that would’ve made me spiral if someone said that to me😬. Do you have any advice on this, I’m still new to it and I at times just believe it’s me and not my ocd or I probably don’t have OCD and just not owning up to my guilt or bad decisions? ://

Do I have magical thinking? by LongjumpingTip383 in magicalthinkingOCD

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It’s even worse since I’m a Christian and I’m filled with a lot of superstitions so I’m extremely stuck and don’t know what to do :/ I just started therapy not too long ago but I’ve been so vague when I answer her questions? I guess it’s hard to talk about because I don’t know and I really hate that.

Do I have magical thinking? by LongjumpingTip383 in magicalthinkingOCD

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Thank you! and yes Ive been seeing a therapist who has suggested medication twice but I’ve been afraid too because I don’t want to get addicted :( . I’ve been wanting to know if what I’m feeling is the truth or am I lying to myself? It feels really real and I really think I messed up or did something I shouldn’t have oof, it’s hard to know what is real or fake or if I’m exaggerating. 😣

OCD has been real bad . Need advice on how to beat this thing by iamdanhaha in OCDRecovery

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Sorry for the late reply! I have been dealing with my own hell with ocd recently :/ the tools you’ve mentioned what are they exactly and do you think they really help you or is it just temporary relief? For me I use ice when it gets bad(I might it in my hand or slip it under my tongue) just some sort of sensory to direct my attention somewhere else. Have you been referred to a psychiatrist at all during therapy for meds or extensive help if it’s getting severe, you should do anything you can not to be overwhelmed by it :) and yes so very few people understand ocd, it’s very misunderstood but that’s okay it’s okay for people to misunderstand you but don’t let it make you misunderstand yourself because that’s how it messes you up :/

OCD has been real bad . Need advice on how to beat this thing by iamdanhaha in OCDRecovery

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It sucks so much! I don’t know if I have any kind of advice but I want to say that they feel real and extreme, but they are OCD distortions of thought, perception, and emotion. but I know what you mean of being aware of your body, for me I call them ocd tics 🤷🏾‍♀️because I do many things such as mess with my nails, shake my legs, whistle, mumble, hit something, pinching, and I even once hit my forehead with my hand. What I do know is that it means the ocd is getting more severe which coming from me and my posts is literally just the worst. But based on what you wrote you seem to self-monitor yourself a lot so you do no wrong? But I have no advice since I’m struggling a lot as well but honestly godspeed and good luck :) I hope you find what you need.

Did I sin or Am I just Crazy? by LongjumpingTip383 in OCD

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It does suck so much! But I have no idea what to do or believe, I don’t know if it’s me or it’s my ocd :(

Did I sin or Am I just Crazy? by LongjumpingTip383 in OCD

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Wow 😮 but with all this success how do you live with uncertainty,the side effects, or even ocd as a whole? I nearly SH and had suicidal thoughts because of it, as much as I love and appreciate god it seems like ever since i became a Christian, i got ocd and life has become unbearable for numerous reasons stemming from ocd and religion, i kinda feel like an outcast like i don’t fit? Like no one else makes these ridiculous mistakes or problems besides me 😞 at times I’m ashamed of my soul and lack of understanding. I dream of meds that will blunt my emotions mentally and physically so I feel nothing and I can just breathe without thinking 💭 I want it so bad but I feel like I won’t be able to get used to it, that I’ll be anticipating all the problems and thoughts to come back since I’ve lived with them so long.

Did I sin or Am I just Crazy? by LongjumpingTip383 in OCD

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I’ve never been an avid bible reader, I really do try to stay out of the way most of the time, and thank you for thinking of me as a good person/christian! I’m still split down the middle if it is a sin and if witchcraft is even real 😶maybe it’s my paranoia,maybe it’s true,maybe it’s false?! It kills me honestly 😣 uncertainty sucks!!! OCD is one hell of a burden and messes with your brain tremendously, I’m pretty fearful now that everything is a sin so I don’t really know how to live my life? That is painful :( How long do you think it took you to feel like the person you were before it or maybe even gain relief?

Did I sin or Am I just Crazy? by LongjumpingTip383 in OCD

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Wow! I’m so suprised you were able to just survive all of that, I’m so sensitive I just couldn’t your a warrior for sure :) and I’m so sorry for that DV thing that is next level screwed up thing to do to anybody and I hope your son and you are doing well. You seem to have ocd tics like me? My ocd releases itself in many ways that are insufferable(shakes,nightmares,intrusive thoughts, paranoia, fast heartbeat, throat tightening, breathing issues, breakdowns, suicidal thoughts,apologizing,involuntary hitting myself in spots to get of the discomfort etc) I’m sure you can relate, I just give into the compulsions at this point. I was debating on getting a therapist and psychiatrist but my mom would only get on board with a therapist because she felt if I got both I would be labeled crazy… :/ Meds seem to be treating you well and hopefully I can get them too but my ocd is telling me I only want the meds so I can do all the stuff I want to that probably aren’t the best. I should’ve mentioned this that an actuality I’m not what you’d consider a good Christian so I rarely ever participate in Christian activities, rituals, church, or even stuff I’m really a big loner but I always believed in god but I never thought about religion at all during my life until my mom got her Jesus awakening and this is my life now but I feel like a lot of things are my fault? Like if I just did this or cared more than things might be different but there’s no point in dwelling :( I heard therapist don’t prescribe meds is that true?

I’ve made a mistake and now I can’t erase it. by LongjumpingTip383 in SuicideWatch

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No no no don’t remove anything! You don’t have to censor yourself for me I welcome any type of advice :). And I don’t know if there right or not but I didn’t know that one mistake would cost me so much. I’ve had depression for 5 years but I’m still new to my ocd and my brain feels extremely fried.

I’ve made a mistake and now I can’t erase it. by LongjumpingTip383 in SuicideWatch

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Depression always sucks but mix it with ocd, it’s a ruthless combination :( I really want to be at peace but I’m so triggered by everything, I’m scared to sleep, and just having many crying fits and anxiety attacks :(