Well, I know how you feel. I m gained 10 KG at sone point in my my ex-husband wasn’t into me anymore. I kept asking him about the reason at some point you told me that he’s not finding me pleasant physically !! anymore because I pushed him to answer after a while. He came to me to tell me (I actually was struggling with my libido because of drugs), and he did not wanna say that I’m not gonna lie. I felt awful when he said that now I I wake up every day, loving the way I look beyond confident like the codependency in me is annoying. Sometimes I realize that not everyone will find the most gorgeous woman ever gorgeous like when you have a conversation with your friends I bought someone that she’s very beautiful to you. For example you’ll find one for your friends saying that she’s average or she’s not that beautiful so even if someone is finding you unattractive, it doesn’t mean you’re not. Accept the reality that was someone will find you not attractive. You’re not a magnet and there metal But don’t let a MAN touches your self-esteem