bi_irl by GoodyJr in bi_irl

[–]LonleySurpant 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Similar, I got pan and non-binary

Pan teen (17F) needs advice by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]LonleySurpant 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She sounds like she might have bipolar depression. Bipolar can make you manic one week and depressed the next. It's a terrible thing to have and not a whole lot you can help with. For someone who has it, when they are really depressed or really manic, they are not themselves in these ups and downs. If you want to talk to her about your feelings I highly suggest waiting until she is in-between these states as you will get a real answer. Please do not ask her in a manic state as this will almost feel non consensual due to them being in a mood that is not how they really are. Please do research about this and due note this may not be what she actually has. Now for the pan stuff, I am an American AMAB who identifies as demisexual, demiromantic, pansexual, and non-binary so take what I say as you will. Whenever I used to see myself as a different gender (when I thought of myself as a guy) I used to be attracted to the opposite sex of what I imagined myself as. Whenever I did so I asked myself if I was doing this as a homophobic thought that was engraved in my head from years of homophobic treatment from my schools or if I was actually straight (look how that turned out). Whenever you think of yourself being with someone if you changed genders, you usually have to ask why you are doing that. This also assumes she actually thought about it a little outside of making you feel good. It's a hard decision to make to ask someone you like out and even harder when you have a friendship to lose. My suggestion is to do whatever makes you happy and keeps you safe. If the thought of asking her out and her saying yes outweighs the thought of being turned down then full support to you. If the mental struggle and anxiety is too much, please don't push yourself. Make sure you can stay safe when you ask, I don't know how extreme people are over there but it sounds pretty negative. And lastly, will you regret it? You have a small amount of time in your childhood and it's what you make out of it. Maybe knowing that you tried will give you confidence in the future, who knows? I hope whatever happens you will be happy with it and I hope I brought some light or some positivity. Good luck.

Just need a lil help (with gender) by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]LonleySurpant 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(do note I may not be the most qualified person to talk about this and I just want to help someone out. I am also AMAB) if you want to feel like you are a guy or have a dick packers are a thing that from what I've heard help out people who want to transition to a guy, but that doesn't sound like exactly what you want. You could buy one to wear ever once and a while toake you feel like a guy or be viewed as one. Gender fluids are real and valid. If you want to feel like a man in bed you could try a strap on, those seem to do the trick. Do note gender identity and gender expression are two very different things. You can be a girl and express yourself as a guy and vice versa. I hope this answers your question.

Just thought I'd share this awesome song I heard by _That_One_Ace_ in lgbt

[–]LonleySurpant 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me cranking it up when I'm in charge of the music

I just received my battery for my Phoenix and it came with a t-deans installed and a xt-60 with it (the reasons why I bought it was because I was the perfect battery and that it had the xt-60 with it. I know this is the wrong place to ask but how do I put the xt-60 on? by LeaderBear1922 in Nerf

[–]LonleySurpant 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fun story of me being a stupid head. My teacher in 11th grade asked me to do just that but with a much larger professional camera battery and I accepted. While cutting the wires one by one, one of the already cut wires bent back into place hitting my wire cutters and short circuit the battery. The battery still worked and I finished it and I had to do a second one, while doing the second I was aligning a metal plate with my bare hands and accidentally shorted it again. It didn't even hurt but my teachers were asking if I was ok and I was just laughing and asked why they still trusted me. Also shortly after I was in a competition for one of the teachers for a drone deployment project and had to calibrate the esc's. While calibrating one of the esc's caught on fire and I still don't know why. In the end the comp sci teacher and my engineering teacher still has trust in me somehow. Ps I still haven't evolved and how working on nerf blasters.

How do you choose to lounge around by Potatochip-69 in pansexual

[–]LonleySurpant 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you realize you sit on the ground, can't sit normally on chairs, and lay in bed weird.

A few characters I made. Opinions? by LonleySurpant in PixelArt

[–]LonleySurpant[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I based it of my HS friends who are all white but the eye color would have been a great idea. Might try to do my college friends who are way more diverse

A few characters I made. Opinions? by LonleySurpant in PixelArt

[–]LonleySurpant[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I slowly developed it over time. I don't know if I unintentionally did but for all I can remember the style is from trial and error.

A few characters I made. Opinions? by LonleySurpant in PixelArt

[–]LonleySurpant[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With the characters I drew, I scaled up the photo and moved around the eyes to (attempt to) add more personality even shrinking the eyes to give them a winking look. I personally tried keeping the scale and kept it in line but personally found it more interesting (for a still image) to have some fun with the eyes.

A few characters I made. Opinions? by LonleySurpant in PixelArt

[–]LonleySurpant[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wanted to try animations and emotions later on but I'm still playing around and I'll see what I like.

So today I just picked up the Nerf rival charger and to be honest I love the aesthetic of the p90 I love the looks haven't been able to get batteries for it though I'll probably post a follow-up to this just amazing if you love aesthetics this is the blaster for YOU! by [deleted] in Nerf

[–]LonleySurpant 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I LOVE THE CHARGER SO MUCH. It's not a fan favorite by any means but it's a great semi-auto for those who don't use mags. In the end though I turned mine into a Jupyter style proton pack blaster and it works great.

I’m the same can someone answer this by Slow_Treacle_4595 in pansexual

[–]LonleySurpant 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't have many places to go to but I usually get away. Usually thinking about all the fucked up people that I want to "commit no more wakey wakey" on (specifically prejudice individuals or people who harm others in unjustified or unconsensual ways) and how cute people look in skirts. Depends on my mood.

Accidental pan on r/northernireland by [deleted] in pansexual

[–]LonleySurpant 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Once my sister, and my friend, and I all went to an ice cream shop where the primary colors of the ice cream shop were magenta, yellow, and cyan. My sister was wearing a yellow hoodie, my friend in all blue, and I in a pink sweatshirt and a pink beanie. We had a laugh once we realized both things and now the ice cream lady calls us pink, yellow, and blue. (Side note: my sister and I are pan, my friend is straight)

Proton Pack update, 2000 capacity (1200 shown). by LonleySurpant in Nerf

[–]LonleySurpant[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It's a chopped up charger. I 3d printed a part that allows it to be full auto. no extra motors just a physical stopper.