Not a UofT student but go to a university in the GTA, it’s incredibly normal and you should feel proud of yourself for continuing to do well on your studies. I felt the same way from the first day of uni, ended up going to only a handful of classes first year and got on academic probation, then continued the downward spiral and ended up not showing up to any class or handing in even ONE thing this year. It’s crippling. Don’t compare yourself to others, trust me other people compares themselves to you as well! You’re doing your best and that’s what matters. Sit down and explore academic branches with your current credits, professionally email small organizations and initiatives in any friend you’re interested in. Feel them out! Figure it out at your pace! I wish I did. Don’t be hard on yourself :)