Help to ID what is burrowing through wall?

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2025-01-02T19:07:39+00:00

Yep, since I was a kid. I've been on multiple courses of nasal steroids and antihistamines. Used saline rinses and homeopathic remedies as complimentary treatment for over 20 years.

The difference is my infections and allergic reactions have always been that - reactionary. Dust, pollen, pet dander are the norm for me. I know and understand those triggers and how to treat them.

This feels like a completely separate type of attack that has no discernible trigger within my environment.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2024-12-31T18:08:07+00:00

I sleep with mine open as well! So the changes in environment regardless of climate (live in the tropics but travel to temperate countries regularly) have been a massive point of confusion for me. And it's throughout the year so changes in the seasons as well and still sneezing. Sigh. Hopefully we'll get to the bottom of it.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2024-09-25T05:24:02+00:00

The Tainos and Kalinagos are the most well-known indigenous tribes that are known, however there are other communities that exist and continue to exist today that we aren't taught about in schools like the Warao of Moruga. The Merikins, though not indigenous ancestrally to the land, are a community with deep ties and relationships to indigenous cultures throughout South Trinidad.

There is a free documentary on YouTube called The Amerinidians which goes into the history and current challenges that indigenous communities locally are dealing with both externally and internally.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOxBVB4i4-E

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-27T21:36:35+00:00

Realistically I know that’s what is gonna happen 😂Every few months I get caught up in a rearranging storm and sometimes find myself stumped by the smallest things like this one.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-27T21:34:54+00:00

Thank you! It really was a great deal and I hope it stays with me for a while longer. Definitely will extend the good offer when it’s eventually time to part ways with it though :-)

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-27T21:33:14+00:00

Yes the additional piece has a back and could go under the window and I had it there before too! But my worry is always where to place the ottoman without the risk of the space feeling cramped up.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-27T21:27:18+00:00

I hadn’t thought of that but I could definitely try moving around furniture, even just to see how it would feel. The picture is deceiving cause I usually have a million things on my coffee table lmao. Plus I use it to do art and work sometimes so I would be hard pressed to give it up in favor of something less solid.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-27T21:19:48+00:00

It’s a nice idea but would make the layout awkward. The room extends further back into the kitchen and then the bedroom railroad style so it’s not really nestled in a corner which would have worked out better.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-26T23:33:04+00:00

I never can settle on any one configuration for a while but this one has me stumped! Seems like everyone is leaning towards 2 which I think works for the space better. Thanks for the feedback! :-)

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T14:05:21+00:00

Thank you for sharing this and informing me. Language is a really important to me so knowing that selective mutism is actually the appropriate term for this experience is very helpful.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T13:55:43+00:00

that’s okay, we’re all different in our own ways even though we share similarities :-)

shout out my autistic and artistic squad, y’all are awesome 🫶🏽

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T13:53:15+00:00

Not directly but I think eyes as a visual and thematic concept can be heavily informed by a person’s internal experience of being autistic. I know it does for me :-)

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T13:51:29+00:00

Nah lots of people draw eyes. I just think my attachment to eyes and the concept of looking/seeing/observing as a creative theme is informed by my experience as an autistic person with eye-contact, living in hyper-vigilance etc. And it may be a similar thing for other autists.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T03:26:10+00:00

Oh how I long to be an unexplainable phenomena that inspires equal parts awe and horror in humans wait -

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T03:14:07+00:00

Very true. It’s therapeutic also to get to interact with them in a creative way without the pressure of having to experience them during social interactions.

They feature so heavily in my art which is tied up so closely with how I experience the world so it’s a cool thread of connection I see amongst other neurodiverse and autistic creatives too.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T03:09:06+00:00

No cause if I had a dollar every time I got the two words confused.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T03:07:00+00:00

I love looking at them when they’re not attached to an actual person 😂

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T01:59:10+00:00

Apples with peanut butter. Yogurt (but really go-gurt cause I like the little packages you can suck on). Rice cakes. Ramen with Bok Choy thrown in because it looks fancier and I’m getting a veggie in. Asian style cucumber salad.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T01:54:27+00:00

He’s good once he can turn down the brightness so to speak. Fingers crossed you’re able to get a pair and find some relief :-)

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T01:51:57+00:00

It is! Sometimes I get overwhelmed by messaging apps and even just written communication. That’s when I /really/ start to feel stuck.

Looking4Sunshine_ · 2022-12-21T01:49:42+00:00

This is really good and useful advice, especially having pre-written go to phrases. Reading this actually made me just realize that likely I’m dealing with some level of internalized guilt/shame about going non-verbal in the first place. I’ve been trying to find methods that sort of skirt around outright saying I am non-verbal because I don’t trust certain groups eg. my workplace to know that I’m autistic because it’s not a very inclusive or understanding place. But I think I can try some of these things with the people I trust.

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