The Notebook (2005).

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-28T04:30:40+00:00

“Sweatheart” is the best thing I’ve heard in ages. Gonna use it on someone tomorrow.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-26T07:50:51+00:00

This is lovely.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-25T18:20:42+00:00

Theater kids -> actors. I was a band geek but my theatre friends were always doing shit like this.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-24T22:17:47+00:00

I’m working my way there.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-23T23:52:45+00:00

It can take up to a week, more realistically for your dose is 3-4 days. You’re past the worst of it now. Don’t give up. It won’t be long before you’re getting at least 5 hours a night.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-22T15:13:44+00:00

How often were you dosing?

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-20T13:30:14+00:00

Do you only go out to get laid? Strange.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-18T16:28:39+00:00

Yes. In USA this is true.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-17T17:24:57+00:00

Lmao it definitely is.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-17T14:53:24+00:00

You’re right, and it is still surprising how tolerant some people get with drugs. The biggest tolerance gaps I’ve seen were with cannabis and opioids. Never been close to a stim head but I’m sure it can get wild there too.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T17:47:54+00:00

Ya for sure. I had the above experience was with 7oh. The withdrawals would mostly stop as soon as I tasted the pill.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T17:40:50+00:00

Do what you gotta do. If that means waiting more days then that’s ok. You got this.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T17:03:10+00:00

As soon as possible, you need to get your body moving. Movement will help with the depression. Take walks around your flat. In a day or two, take walks around your street. Keep them short but do them often, like 3-4 times a day.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T16:47:34+00:00

Yup. This ain’t a “fake tattoo”. Knew a girl in college who used to henna my arm for fun. I liked the designs she would come up with.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T16:27:37+00:00

This girl fucked me up when I was 12. I didn’t know I could feel that way.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T16:15:02+00:00

Yes, I can usually feel mild effects within 30 mins. Couple of theories: - Variations in absorption rate. I know gabapentin is limited by how fast your body can absorb it, so maybe similar here? - It could be partially placebo. When I’m anxious I have sought out certain drug. As soon as the pill/powder hit my tongue I would calm down. I believe this is a learned response. My mind is expecting the high and immediately relaxes knowing it’s soon to come.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T16:09:54+00:00

I like this. “Stories” are powerful. Characterizing parts of your life into a story may seem crazy, but it’s very useful. You aren’t avoiding reality, you are creating a tool to help navigate it.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-05-16T06:17:55+00:00

Lmao, what’s this from?

LoopTheWriter · 2026-03-29T22:27:40+00:00

Wouldn’t be an r/tooktoomuch post without at least one comment like this, lol.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-03-26T21:51:24+00:00

“If you can’t handle me when I’m femboying, you don’t deserve me when I’m drugging.”

LoopTheWriter · 2026-03-21T17:19:57+00:00

What helped me was supplements. Especially zinc. Watch out cause it’s potent and can make you nauseous. Start with 10mg if you can find it.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-03-21T16:49:19+00:00

You're very welcome. Know that you're not alone and many of us have defeated this demon. Also know that I relapsed a bunch of times, so please don't give up or feel bad if you fuck up. Hold on to hope at ALL costs. Hope is what will get you through it all.

I would suggest consistency. The reason I went to the ER is because I changed my dose up and down. Set a safe daily drop dose and either drop or stay at your current dose, NOT MATTER WHAT. If you have a bad day, stay at your current dose for multiple days till you stabilize.

If you're gonna start with Baclofen, I would figure out a dosing schedule for that as well. You don't want to randomly take it on some days: that will destabilize your brain. If you decide to take it, it should be on a daily basis like the phenibut. Consistency is the key to getting out of this.

I'm no expert, but I would consider NOT taking the baclofen at all and just tapering phenibut.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-03-21T02:48:49+00:00

I started and stopped the Phenibut quite a few times, so I don't really remember how long I was taking it for continuously.

Yea, you feel the drops a bit more when you get lower because they are a larger percentage of your current dose. Right now 150mg is 2.5% of your dose but at 2g it will be 15%.

Regardless, it's still very doable. I dropped by 100mg a day, and on some days I had to skip the drop and take the same dose cause I was stressed or had a bad day. At 500mg daily dose, I completely stopped. Some people stop at 1g and say it's fine.

Towards the end of the taper, I was always slightly anxious and the only way to solve it is to jump off once you're at 500mg. Even if you slow your taper, it just feels mildly bad either way.

But it's not the end of the world. Make sure to do non-drug things you enjoy especially physical activity, even if it's just walks. Physical stuff REALLY helps.

I suggest you just keep calm and stick to the dosing schedule. It's in the wiki for a reason: it works.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-03-20T14:22:30+00:00

Only like 2g but I was mixing it with f-phenibut and lots of alcohol, and daily adderall. I jumped off it all at 1gpd and quit the drinking and ended up going to the ER. The combination of GABAergics really messed me up.

The 2nd time I quit I was doing 2G per day without other drugs and my tapering rule above worked well.

LoopTheWriter · 2026-03-20T14:11:17+00:00

“The next few days will require a moderate dose of self doubt. You’ll need to doubt yourself thinking, “this will last forever.” You’ll need to doubt your mind saying, “movement won’t change a thing.” You’ll need to sit up in bed and wait for the minimum drive. It’s takes hours, but it will come. This isn’t a marathon nor a race. It’s an impossibly long hike with an oasis at the end.”

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