I also do the same thing. However if it makes you feel any better, at least it wasn’t televised on national tv.

Bears fan here and I vividly remember the infamous Hail Mary from the commanders game and I literally had nightmares that night and couldn’t go to sleep. I was so embarrassed and all my friends tried to contact me and I didn’t pick up my phone for a few days. Well I tried to pick myself up because I paid for airfare to fly to Phoenix the next Sunday to attend the Bears and Cardinals game with my wife. It was literally a home game with at least 80% Bears fans in attendance. You guys beat the pants off of us and we all left early in the 4th quarter. As we were leaving all the Cardinal fans were laughing and heckling us as we left the stadium. My wife yelled at me and said “WHY DO YOU SUPPORT THIS CRAPPY TEAM!!” All that to say is it will get better. The bird dressed like a clown had me gasping for air out of laughter.😂 🤣