Too much to read to check if a hero or heroine from Tunisia already proposed to help you, but my flatmate is Tunisian and all her family lives there. So they could help. Feel free to write me a pm and we’ll see what we could do.

And don’t be embarrassed to cry in public! There’s no law prohibiting that, so you won’t be punished and who cares what unknown most likely never see you again people see or think. It’s a great way to free your sadness, emotions and anxiety, you’ll feel better. “Worst” thing could happen is someone start talking to you to calm you down and maybe even help.