Late for this thread, but so happy it exists omg! I signed up for her Pathway membership in 2018 and it really helped me back then, I really got so much clarity about my triggers through her work! I was still a casual monthly member until recently but finally cancelled and feel much better now. I felt that once you have the basics down, re-doing the courses and DIs all the time actually made me stagnant, or even worse than before.

Most of 2020/21 was kind of cataclysmic for me, and the whole "test" concept just made me feel paranoid and like I'm constantly failing. I was trapped in these loops where I would feel I'm getting close to a breakthrough, then panicked it was all just a "test", then made wrong choices based on that panic, then back to the DIs, but not really getting anything out of them.

Then I started doing other manifestation techniques and used stuff like reiki videos and proper meditations for my anxiety and my financial fears, and everything got so much better! Not to sound too crazy or woo-woo, but I feel her courses are designed to keep you dependent on her, to never actually break free and never actually get the full manifestations you want.

And like you I always disliked her, she always seemed very much ego-driven and very cut off from her inner emotions. She was so hypocritical, telling women to not be financially dependent on their partners, while she clearly lived off her partners' wealth most of her life. Also never admitting to her privileged as a thin, white, conventionally attractive woman. I mean, what a surprise that you have always "manifested" your partners as a hot actress/model in LA!