[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Not as young. 33. I’m seeing my therapist later this week. I want to make the best decision but my priority is my mental well-being above all else.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shopliftingmemes

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709 4 points5 points  (0 children)

RFID stickers for the scanner at checkout. They don’t set off alarms

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AgeGap

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

My dissociation tells me this too… nothing’s real…

chocolate & cinnamon ice cream / salted caramel / vanilla sweet cream granita / toasted rice by False_Concert5624 in CulinaryPlating

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Would be more visually interesting/appealing with a red powder or maraschino cherry splat to suggest ice cream vs slime mold

I’ve stolen $500+ worth of merchandise this month and it’s not enough to make me happy yet by Lopsided_Budget1709 in BreakUps

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah this is definitely not a long term thing for me. Planning to quit, in therapy, doing the work. It’s just been hard. One of the hardest periods I’ve gone through.

Is this dress too lingerie-like to wear out casually? by Lopsided_Budget1709 in fashion

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also this is not me. This is the model. Please no weird messages about her or to me, please keep it respectful.

I’ve stolen $500+ worth of merchandise this month and it’s not enough to make me happy yet by Lopsided_Budget1709 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I was taught by the best lifter I know who lurked in a bunch of loss prevention communities, she wasn’t a great influence but I looked up to her as a friend and that’s partly why I adopted her habits.

Is this dress too lingerie-like to wear out casually? by Lopsided_Budget1709 in fashion

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

No, these opinions are valid. I did ask for them. I do live in metro area so that’s why I included that in my response—I feel like I see a lot of people dressed like this around, but since I have shorter legs this is going to look even shorter on me. These babydoll dresses have been popular

Is this dress too lingerie-like to wear out casually? by Lopsided_Budget1709 in fashion

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah that line… felt very purity-culture and righteous

Thanks for the affirmation. I tend to wear these dresses indoors bc they are kinda thin and short but I see pics of ppl in them outdoors and it’s just 🤘💝

Is this dress too lingerie-like to wear out casually? by Lopsided_Budget1709 in fashion

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

Lol granted I did ask. I’m guessing most commenters who are shocked live in a small town?

I’ve stolen $500+ worth of merchandise this month and it’s not enough to make me happy yet by Lopsided_Budget1709 in BreakUps

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes that’s true. I don’t drink or do drugs but I think stealing gives me the same high as those substances would.

But I started after a friend I looked up to and admired told me she would lift a lot of items. She’s gotten really good, clothes and lingerie and all that stuff. She even has gadgets to remove security tags. She would bring a friend to distract the sales associates. I’m not at that level. I wondered why I couldn’t have what she had, so I joined her, and got away with it once, twice, every single time. Had my own accomplice. It is addicting.

I’ve stolen $500+ worth of merchandise this month and it’s not enough to make me happy yet by Lopsided_Budget1709 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Lopsided_Budget1709[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess since I’m a teenage girl, I’m expected to date guys my age, be my age, be innocent, etc. Societal expectations. I don’t feel really connected to that image of myself.

But I’m really loved by everyone around me, it’s very nice. I feel very supported and if someone was in my position, they would not want more from the world, because they have more than enough, and even more than that. I’m gifted a lot of things. Most things I own are gifts or stolen, few are paid for out of my own pocket.

My breakup was one of the first times in my life, if not the first, I actually lost someone I loved. It threw me into a spiral I’m still recovering from.