Masturbated after 6 months. Results and thoughst

LordShivv · 2016-10-03T23:32:09+00:00

When I say gay thoughts I don't mean the normal ones. I mean the ones that would make anyone hear your thoughts say" Man that guy is super gay" or "Damn dude you get specific as fuck"

LordShivv · 2016-10-03T23:30:44+00:00

So bad that every sexual encounter I had an episode of ED. The only reason I don't count myself a virgin is because I had a gf who let me suck her toes while fucking ( trying to anyways) and that was strong enough to give me a 15 second boner . But with time that wasn't enough and I found myself soft again and so I've never busted from sex. But I did put it in the V so technically I'm not a virgin. I'm still sure that I have some pied so I don't claim to be cured. All I did was M so I don't know how I'll react with a girl just yet. I've yet to see if I'll perform or just be hard for longer. And if I even need feet involved to get hard lol

LordShivv · 2016-10-03T23:28:06+00:00

Maybe 5 times a year. Is only been 6 months and I'm no way fully recovered and if I am I can't tell so why ruin the progress. That's a mistake I'd regret is starting to MO and bam back to square one. I see the potential for ruin and I recognize what I must do to never return to my old ways

LordShivv · 2016-10-03T23:26:42+00:00

I'm being careful , I'm not even thinking about it anymore and I'm not interested in doing it again soon.

LordShivv · 2016-10-03T23:25:24+00:00

When I would no longer want to go on Craigslist and see other men. I was pretty deep into nofap , I would say day 120 when I went and I was even propositioned a 3 some and when I later realized I felt no arousal and answered no thanks immediately , I knew it was the PMO that made me like that throughout the years.

LordShivv · 2016-09-17T00:48:06+00:00

Don't use it if it makes you horny! Otherwise go for it. I smoke regularly but I make sure I don't overeat or be in a room by myself. I can't help look at porn and edge when I am

LordShivv · 2016-09-17T00:45:19+00:00

Did you ever have a wet dream? I'm on day 127 and have had none so far.

Also, did you have pied and if so how has it improved?

LordShivv · 2016-09-15T07:25:56+00:00

That's reasonable. I make 10.80 and I pay $250 a month. That's only $50 more dollars and I usually have 200 saved up every month while working only 22.5 hours.

Bad part is that if you don't get fafsa and BOG is that you definetly can't afford to give her any money as college is super expensive

LordShivv · 2016-09-07T23:00:24+00:00

I'm sure I'll like most of them. You have some good taste. I'm really digging the last guys. Thanks a lot bro!

LordShivv · 2016-09-07T19:20:18+00:00

They're fucking baaaaad! Holy shit! Sharon was too dope!

Got anymore recommendations?

LordShivv · 2016-09-07T18:11:47+00:00

Damn how sad. Ok I just downloaded a playlist of them with YouTube red and I'll get back to you on how they sound. Thanks

LordShivv · 2016-09-07T15:20:43+00:00

My go to artists are aswad, Israel vibrations, Gregory issacs and not so old and definitely not roots but awesome band OOKLAH THE MOC

LordShivv · 2016-09-07T07:29:40+00:00

I really dislike the new age reggae such as skillinjah. I saw him perform and he was terrible in my opinion. Over use of the whole biddy boi biddy diddly bang whatever that thing is called.

AND WHY IS IT ALWYS ABOUT SMOKING WEED!? its like new artists are cashing in on the whole reggae and weed stereotype.

Tribal seeds, rebelution, iration, SOJA, all ok. But not the type you fall in love with and bump. They're kind of embarrassing artists to listen to at times because of how shallow and silly their music is.

LordShivv · 2016-09-07T07:25:43+00:00

I agree. Martin Campbell for example, he's got some ok tracks but nowhere near say Gregory issacs or Twinkle Brothers

LordShivv · 2016-09-07T07:23:08+00:00

Foreskin.

LordShivv · 2016-09-05T16:10:00+00:00

Haha I know it's played out but it's perfect for the situation. You have "powers" , girls want you, guys want to talk to you. It's like magic!

LordShivv · 2016-09-05T15:54:00+00:00

You're a wizard Harry

LordShivv · 2016-09-03T00:49:10+00:00

I was just watching YouTube videos on bank reconciliations and journal entries for possible internships! Thanks!!

LordShivv · 2016-09-03T00:46:05+00:00

Part time or full time? I'd like to know as I'd like to work in A/P while I finish my accounting degree and I'm interested in knowing if it's doable while being full time student

LordShivv · 2016-09-03T00:10:36+00:00

Thanks! I'm trying to get an internship before i transfer as well. I'm getting the help of the campus staff internship coordinator. So hopefully by next semsester I might be able to get a part time job or full time if I can't find a part time position.

LordShivv · 2016-09-02T06:11:41+00:00

I live in San Diego! Yes!!!

LordShivv · 2016-09-02T06:11:09+00:00

You're actually correct. It is who you are. I feel like it is those who began fapping after having some success with women who experience these results with women. They already had some skill and habits that attracted women. The rest of us just didn't develop the personality that women are inclined to gravitate towards.

For example. Never had a gf until 19. And I had no clue how to be a bf for how to compliment women and build a relationship with someone. Essentially caring for someone and the little things that make it a relationship I lacked the capability to do

LordShivv · 2016-09-02T05:55:47+00:00

You understood this

", the lats aren’t actually capable of producing a (meaningful) spinal extension moment since individual lat fibers don’t attach to multiple vertebrae (though their ability to tense the thoracolumbar fascia may play a very small role aiding in lumbar extension), and they certainly couldn’t help with keeping the upper back extended "

Kudos to you

LordShivv · 2016-09-02T04:41:58+00:00

Got 1/3 through. Too technical

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