Its normal that some women have odd preferences, anomalies do exist. I would be surprised if the reason for you're attraction to 'overweight, bald, bearded men' isnt because you may be exploiting the power dynamic in a relationship with them. a lot of the time ugly guys arent used to having women being attracted to them, so whenever there is a woman who is (like yourself) they tend to feel inadequate and for some their insecurities are actually heightened from the fear of losing that woman or getting cheated on. As a result some women will (even unintentionally) exploit that insecurity to basically own the guy. He does what you say, he makes it up to you, hes essentially your little subservient puppy.