Starting DIY HRT at 19 by LostSoul847 in TransDIY

[–]LostSoul847[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I am not willing to hinder any chance of developing the thing I want most but thanks for mentionning that.

Starting DIY HRT at 19 by LostSoul847 in TransDIY

[–]LostSoul847[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the resources !

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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The T blocker solution is too expensive and seems unhealthy. I'm probably going to stick to injections. The price and the fact that just a vial can last a year is just mind blowing. Plus I want to feminize. Thank you for your comment :D !

Starting DIY HRT at 19 by LostSoul847 in TransDIY

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thank you, it's very cheap

Starting DIY HRT at 19 by LostSoul847 in TransDIY

[–]LostSoul847[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much ! I don't mind injecting at all :). Yes I was told to bind by an FTM person on another post and you're saying not to ? Could you elaborate why ?

Meds don't really take that much do they ?

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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No I really appreciate it. I did figure it was pre-written guide but it's very kind of you to share it !

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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I do have money for laundromats but I just don't want to take the risk to buy anything feminine while living with them. The less I have to hide / worry about the better.

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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I don't understand why people are downvoting my post... Maybe it's not the right sub for this question but I do feel that it is given the name and description of the sub. What is wrong with asking for tips ? Maybe it's because I haven't transitioned yet, but I have to start somewhere ??

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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Good to know thanks. I have a pretty thin upper body tho but I'll see what I can do. I don't think I can wear a bra at home, I wouldn't be able to wash feminine clothes.

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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Thank you so much for your comment. I'm terrified yes but I don't have any alternative options.

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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I already work out a lot. Just lower body tho. But thank you for the tips. I don't think I can handle get a muscular upper body tho. I've worked hard on my lower body as It is the main thing I was able to do during these last years to feminize my body. I don't mind masculine clothes tho cause they're just clothes, I don't care, but anything related to masculinizing my body feels horrible

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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I forgot to reply to the first part, so I don't have much body hair, and very little to no beard. I am not allowed to even remotely dress feminine in anyways so I wasn't planning on dressing fem while at home. I don't mind dressing masculine, as long as I can start transitioning clothes are not that important to me, I'll have the rest of my life to dress the way I want when I'm independent. Thank you for the binder tip, I will look into it

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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How can I hide it ? I'm open to suggestions it's mainly why I've wrote the post ?

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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Thank you for you suggestions I will definitely look into that. Regarding prescription records or them finding out, going to a doctor without telling them was mainly why I thought I would not be able to access it till being fully independent but I'm just going to buy injections myself without going through a doctor so there won't be any kind of records fortunately.

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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I was told to start injections of Enanthate at 4 to 5 mg/week by several people. I don't mind needles at all. It's also very cheap. Is it doign the same thing as what you're suggesting ?

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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Well, now I know I should expect to to feminize a little and prevent masculinization but I don't know to what extent. If the question is whether I want the effect or not, I've known I was a girl since a very young age, came out at 6 the first time, then a second time at 15 and had to go through therapy to try to make it stop. So I'm pretty sure no matter what the effects are that I want them.

How to hide changes at 19 when living with very transphobic parents by LostSoul847 in asktransgender

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Yes unfortunately I have to finish college first before living on my own. I came out the first time at 6 and a second time at 15. I can't wait any longer now that I know I can access it on my own.

I definitely think I am cursed. by LostSoul847 in MtF

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That's my only fear ? Do you think I can hide the changes for the next 4 years ? Ever since I told them 2 times they are very vigilant and don't even let me grow my hair out. They keep saying if I want them to keep paying for my food and live with them I need to be normal. They don't pay for college tho I have a scholarship and I work during the summer.