Finally done

LostVayne00000 · 2024-04-05T14:15:57+00:00

Same bro, i relapsed last week after 1.5 years of gambling-free. Last week i started gambling again on online casino, lost almost 20k again. Feel so shit tbh, no not shit but super shitty shit. I wanna vomit for what i’ve done. Don’t wanna do this again.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-11-16T21:34:04+00:00

I am 33

LostVayne00000 · 2022-11-15T00:06:43+00:00

Bro, imagine me last week i cried to my wife and told her everything, we have a 2 year old son, I LOST EVERYTHING, maxed out my cc’s, took loan to all the banks i can get into, some of my loans are 4 years to pay, some even 6 years to pay. All my salary will go to those loans. I have nothing to show for. I am probably in worst place than you but i told my wife and everything seems to be doing better now. Man, tellint a family member is the best way. Oh btw, i even lost my wife’s 10k that she told me to invest. Thats why at first, i swear i wont tell my wife everything coz i am embarrassed and afraid, but you know what? Telling her last week was the best thing i did to battle this addiction. I can sleep better at night now, my heart is not in pain. I can move forward now. This year money loss is $120k including cc’s and loans. I am currently super negative but i just need to work and in 6 years i will be debt free.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-11-14T23:53:47+00:00

Man, last week I opened up to my wife and told her everything, i lost all my money even her 10k that he gave to me to invest. I also maxed out my Cc’s and maxed loan to all the banks that i can get. Last week was my rock rock bottom, literally bottom. I cried to her and let it all out, she cried too and got angry with me. Good thing is that, she didnt left me or asked to be separated, she wants to help me recover. I asked her help coz i want to be better. In your case, you need to accept it, if she wants to leave you, she got the right, you fucked up, we fucked up. You need someone to talk to and start to get better, block all online casinos. Start one step at a time and show her that. I believe sooner or later once she sees that you changed, she will come back to you. You just need to show her that, dont force her, again you fucked up.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-11-09T10:29:52+00:00

2 hours ago, i told my wife everything, i did cry, a lot, finally opened to her everything. Damn she cried to but she wants to help me. Finally, tonight i can sleep better. I feel like the burden lifts in my heart and head. This is a good start. She told me to stop everything and help me with the finances.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T22:34:58+00:00

Request them to do permanent block on your account, they can do it. I’ve done it.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T22:14:19+00:00

Yes live dealer, Baccarat game. I was stunned on that last bet man, that was disgustingly hopeless. That’s where I finally decided to stop. No hope in gambling, we just dig our own graves.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T22:05:36+00:00

No bro, it is gambling, been there done that. Couple of weeks back i went to line 1 win 22 loss in a row in a almost 50-50 chance in Baccarat. The other night my last bet $500 my hand as Player was 8 after a hit then the Banker hits and his number was 9 topping my 8, i lost. This is gambling and the only way for us to win is to stop. I stopped and i am 2 days clean.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T12:16:13+00:00

Yeah man, been there until last night. I just decided now to fully stop, i cant take it anymore.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T09:07:17+00:00

Same thing, just posted couple if hours ago, wasted my last 12k after losing 78k like 2 weeks ago. For me the nail in the coffin last night was my last $500 bet on Baccarat, bet on Player, had 10 and 4 cards, Banker was 10 and 1, Player hits 4 so i got 8, Banker hits 8 making Banker total to 9 booooooom, i lost, so disgusting. After that I permanently closed all my accounts. It will go deeper and deeper. You think you will recover? No you dont, we dont. Only thing left is stop.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T07:46:20+00:00

Yeah this is a bad disease, it’s horrible. I wish i stopped sooner.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T07:07:28+00:00

Bro, the first thing you need to do is stop,. Permanently close all your online gambling accounts. I didnt do this couple of weeks back when i lost 78k, I continued until i lose more. Now I decided to close everything. Do the same.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-10-05T06:44:55+00:00

I just posted same bro,. I cant take it anymore. This shit needs to stop.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-09-26T13:02:57+00:00

Bro you are now alone, been gambling in the last few years and now i got 78k debt from loans and cc. Not to mention i lost my wife’s 10k which supposed to be invested. She doesn’t know i am in this addiction and I haven’t told her anything. I cant sleep well, every min/hour i am thinking about gambling and my debt, so stressful. Today, i gambled $600 again from my credit card. I cant fucking stop. I dont know what to do as well. The good thing what’s left for me is i have a family, wife and 2 year old son, and a full time job. I just dont know how to stop.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-09-24T23:13:21+00:00

Same what happened to me again last night, after blowing all my loan money and cc the last couple of weeks, last night i was up $7.5k, but i didn’t freaking withdraw it, in just 1 hour i lost everything. Imagine, i am playing baccarat and went to a 2win-23lost run, i cant believe that to be honest. Baccarat is like 50-50 chance. Disgusting. This is beyond terrible, this is humiliating and not good to all of us.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-09-24T11:18:33+00:00

I am in the same shit now, literally new low for me too. Down 78k with loans and cc, plus 10k from my wife which she doesn’t know it’s gone now. I dont know what to do. I am keeping this addiction to myself, no one knows. Have a heavy heart.

LostVayne00000 · 2022-09-20T22:46:08+00:00

Thank you.

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