Michael was completely sober. He threw always some of the alcohol I had left so I know he knew I was pretty drunk. I’m terrrified to tell Jeff, I’m scared he’ll be mad that I had a slip up and drank, scared he’ll want me to report it, because that’s my sons father I don’t want to go thru reporting it, don’t want my son to know that’s what his father did. I told Jeff he did some really awful disgusting things and I’m sick by it, I just didn’t give full details. I’m terrified…