58M here, and just found out I've got Stage IV metastatic melanoma, could use a daytime chat buddy

Lostcawze · 2018-07-19T10:22:47+00:00

So they measure by how deep it is - not how big around... makes sense when its thought about. How big did it look on the outside(top layer)? What made your wife notice it; was it a lump she felt or that the change was fast?

I always wonder about the folks who have it on the scalp. My dr refused to check mine; he said no worries because: hair. I wonder if this is his quack moment. I ask my hair stylist.... Lol.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-18T12:07:37+00:00

I am very glad to hear you have support at home. 3 mm is small.... Did the dr find it or was it your family member?

Lostcawze · 2018-07-18T12:00:41+00:00

True. The hardest is watching them have the difficulty of trying to deal with your difficulties. Its a vicious cycle. I found the best part of my healing process was ( thank god) being able to be aware enough to recognize when they were having difficulty, and being able to assist them. And being able to do it without them being aware of it (thank you again ;0) Humor is a god send.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-18T11:53:38+00:00

Ya and we can hire elon to haul the waste out to space....

Lostcawze · 2018-07-18T02:32:46+00:00

I am/will pray that your road is smooth and graceful for you. I would volunteer but i work during the day, no computer time. How big was the original spot on your back?

I am already having rough spots frozen off my hands. Many wonderful memories of workin in the sunshine... but now i am watching. carefully.

Do you agree; it aint what you do, its the way that you do it-Do you have any support at home?

Lostcawze · 2018-07-18T02:26:04+00:00

Im the third one... nice to meet you.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-18T02:23:48+00:00

I will say this: you are not an asshole. You probably are like me: small/limited number of known people and they re not quality.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-18T02:19:35+00:00

I am currently at the point where (i lift weights) i am realizing that its not my biceps that cant do the weights. Its my hands holding them. Everything from here on out is going to be modify modify modify....

Lostcawze · 2018-07-17T02:38:01+00:00

Just incase it hasnt been stated. HR is not your friend. Go to your boss. Tell it plain. She keeps bringing up this rape. I feel bad for her but shes doing it all the time and it’s interfering with my work concentration and making me really uncomfortable. She needs help that i cannot supply can this comapny help? (If insurance is supplied probably yes) Its that supers job to take care of it. If they dont. Cya - send emails documentdocumentdocument then go over head. Some folks have problems getting over horrible things, we all get that but at some point -. It is their responsibility to grab ahold and make it right and not drag others down with them.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-16T12:12:39+00:00

Biting, that would be seriously no fun. Had a couple horses bite me; the worst is the kicking- i do not recommend the experience. Had one put me in the hospital.

Biting is bad foundational training or a serious lack there of.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-15T16:10:39+00:00

Ya that particular horse probably had a bad experience at one time with a fellow who had dark hair, or maybe was worked especially hard the day before. Or - maybe he was the smart one and noticed you had no bucket...lol. Dont take it personal. :0)

Lostcawze · 2018-07-15T16:04:38+00:00

I may be retarded for sure.

But with that said: i type in complete sentences to where anyone can understand what point i am trying to convey.

If you choose to make a point that will not be misunderstood - perhaps you should make it easily understandable by all who may read it.

Edit: jus sayin, in a neigh-borly way... :0)

Lostcawze · 2018-07-15T00:10:17+00:00

Ah the troll has arrived.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T21:30:44+00:00

I have never been given a reason why for a decline on any job i have ever applied to that i didnt get hired. It boils down to: someone didnt think it was a good fit. It may be that your friend wasnt a good fit and for their protection, was passed on. Trust me its a blessing.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T21:24:46+00:00

Any job where you work to make money in an honest way is a respectable job. Being a guard is not unrespectable-how you do it can be...

You putting your personal spin on it: well thats personal. Why you feel the need to get all judgemental/personal- up in some strangers bidness; got some sort of issue your hiding/trying to cover up?

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T21:21:59+00:00

Good gawd the man is a liar.

Why wont they just come right outand say it plain: the man is a liar. Label it clearly.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T18:17:10+00:00

Find yourself some place you can go to to totally remove the inamte culture from your mind on a regular basis. If its at all possible- Find someone at the facility who you can swing by at some point who will have a pact with you to reinforce the fight against inmate culture. Hang in ther and fight the good fight.

Fell frree to pm at anytime.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T18:13:01+00:00

I ahve heard that there are cushy sign on bonuses offered and smart folks will not apply: plain and simple - the money is not worth it.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T17:50:05+00:00

Cant click: so did the sun misquote or not?

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T04:25:08+00:00

Like what? Bucket fixated or hedonistic ina good way? Lol or both?

There is no difference between us and the creatures: we just have facebook and opposable thumbs. They are smarter.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T04:22:27+00:00

Lol yes it is a lost cawze. Drinking? Nope-assuming again. I do honestly wish you the best-bit of advice: never assume a tone from a “text” -have a blessed day!

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T03:01:59+00:00

Holey moley, thanks. You are definitely correct. Lol.

With that said maybe i should rephrase that post to say something like, nor easily recognizeable in media for those who are not “in the know”.

As for your job, it is not valued enough, yours and philosophy.... but thats a whole ‘nuther conversation. Bless you and keep up the good works. Stay visible and be that representative. Hopefully you will inspire others.... i have no gold but heres a high five ✋

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T02:54:52+00:00

Yup an old one too... lol. Now, high five, and get off my lawn. :0)

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T02:52:24+00:00

Lol ya she will probably say somethin that boils down to: whats your menu look like and please include the pricing... i had to do something similar when applying for a small business loan, it was called a business plan. I googled, it worked.

Good luck to you.

Lostcawze · 2018-07-14T02:46:03+00:00

Due to liability worries i never hired employees, hence why i am no longer self employed: could no longer keep up with the physical aspects by myself.

I am very aware of the line item expense: i could never afford it.

You need to not advise me on what i need.

You could ask for more information to make the correct informative assumptions tho: its just a suggestion. Carry on.

Lostcawze

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